d-7

anyeong..

finally mission accomplished i was able to deliver the food to aubrey and sir SULTAN.. yes you've heard it.. i already have sir netcafe's name.. i asked one of the staff about his name.. and i really thought when i called him at 5 pm.. he's not picking up the phone.. he wont talk to me.. because he might think im in trouble again or what.. i went first to aubrey..still talk about the never ending sad story of my life.. nakakasawa na rin pala.. but its the reality...

i called sir sultan 6:30 pm he said he'll be at shop after 30 minutes.. and i dint told  kuya nor kha where i am going so i know they'll be worried but i cant tell them that im going to sir.. anyways.. i do come and he's waiting outside... i was ashamed because argghh.. then whoa.. actually the shop was almost full..and all boys playing DOTA... i thought i can have a quiet and nice talk with sir..but it looks like he doesnt have an office. he's just roaming around.. when i told him i have something to give..he said first its okay..he wont take it.. so i just said ill give it to his staff but he changes his mind he said he'll take it.. i said i cook it and its tuna pasta, i ask if he eat tuna.. he didnt said anything.. i dunno... hmmppff. and i remember i told him on the fon about a friend and he asked me if she's married and how old.. ammppness.. kakaririn mo sir??  but we never spoke about it because he's also kind of busy... he talks to his client and then one thing he's not around so i mostly talk to his staff.. he said what's going on.. told him i still dont have my papers.. and then he said why not go to ministry of labor.. i said my brother don't want a long process.. just after my cancellation.. i'll just go back to the philippines.. huhhu..and he said that i should be going .... yeah i know because i keep on talking in the counter and his staff can't concentrate after all its work hours.. its just that he is really kind.

while on my way home... kuya called and  i was at the spark building so im almost home.. sorry.. i know you were just worried..but i dont want to cause trouble.. but i have things to do.. plus im really very careful. why my life has turned like this.. why i became like a prisoner.. huhuuhuu.....

d-7..yes.. its been one week since the end of my misery at al aseel but the beginning of my after misery at al aseel.. still they are the same very reason why i am locked up... shit!! i sooooo hate them.. i want to contact sir abdul aziz.. huhhuu..

i wish i could just pick up money .. at least i would have to call it my own.. huhuhuh crying crying....
who will help me end this misery..??