d-14/rest,not really

kon...

i guess i have to stop sour grape-ing and have to move on with my life.. okay things turned out bad, that's it.. i have to let go and face a new cycle of life.. i can\t turn back time and have to admit that i made the wrong choice.. i can't live forever on the past.  The anger is still burning and but ottoke?? we cant change it.. it all happened already.. and the sure real thing now  is i have to move on and find a new better way to restart my life and face the day with courage and happy spirit. go.. go..go..
kwenchana... gambatte.. hwaiting/fighting! thanks be god for a brand new start.

yesterday i watched bigbang guesting in Runnin Man...

julz give this new site for running man engsubbed yatta.
ehhh.. julz again just share this site for big bangs streaming english subbed vid.
big bang eng subbed streaming vid

another news.. i know i've been avoiding about arashi because i might get addicted tot hem and i dont have the leisure to but what can i do ?? they are the one i live my life for.. i mean they are one of my dreams ... i wanted to watch them perform live even once, just like bigbang.. i wanna see them in concert but i want to see arashi first.. more than bigbang.. i dunno but all these dreams and plans have fallen apart because of that damn al aseel... you really ruined my life.. anyways stop of that, im so full of it.. let's get back to my fangirling..

and so here's the news about..
 "
It has been reported Arashi were in Odaiba, Tokyo, on March 13 to appear at Fuji TV’s “華嵐 (Hana-Arashi)” campaign event.  A model of what Tokyo Tower will look like this Friday night showed the tower covered from top to bottom in Arashi’s group colours blue, red, green, yellow, and purple."

oricon news link
english news link

the tower were gonna be lighted according to the arashi's color.. and it was arranged by the age bracket.. you can see that blue is in the lowest part because he is the foundation/leader and oldest member of ARASHI.. its OH-chan.. and sho, aiba,nino and jun being the youngest.  aiyee.. my two biases oh-chan and jun bebe.....

so till here.. im still gonna watch the second part guesting of bigbang at RM. hehehe.. its payback time for haroro..


ciao!!

and oh before i forget HAPPY WHITE DAY.....
its a tradition by the Japanese where the guy supposed to give back the girls chocolates,flower, not necessarily white.. it was the opposite of valentines day.. because in their country valentines is a time where girls are giving the boy/guy some sweets.. but in the Philippines it was the guy who should give those.. it was only for the past years i've heard about the white day.. it was also being celebrated in China, Taiwan and South Korea.. it was celebrated one month after the valentines day.
happy white day

muahhhhhhh....


arrghh, and i have to call my employer because my brother said so.. he said that i should just lower my voice and dont say anything.. just follow and listen to what he will say.. you know what,my heart and mind  still bursting with anger.. arrgghhh.. and so i just called him a few minutes back.. his voice was calm.. i dunno the background is noisy it was like sounds from tv.. heck i dont care.. i told him that it was I maybe he has forgotten about me.. and i ask him about the feedback, and he just only said call me tomorrow.. fuck... and i told him that my mother was really worried and i really wanted to go home. huhuhuuh.. jebal.. jebal.. i wanna go home.. if this is the life waiting for me.. i am really like in a prison.. huhuhuu..