anyeong

aahh.. should i find love just.. arrgghh... im getting frustrated again...

i want change...
hmm... talk to kim.. my high school batch mate can she really help me. huhuhu.. do i really want to stay here?? what worries me is about kuya.. hmm.. i dunno.. but i should give it a try ..right??
haay.. kakaloka talaga.. ewan bahala na.. aiyee.. big bang was so cool talaga.. i cant keep out on humming their songs on my hear.. so to post their first mv... off the alive album.. uhmm.. come to think of it.. it suits me. i should be *alive* and be able to stand up again... *bb fighting*

 im singing my bluessssssssssss.....

the bomb.. big bang.. so so love you guys.. you never made me disappoint on your music and you always re-invent yourself whenever you have a comeback.. bb hwaiting!!!

konnichiwa...

i said there should be no mre tears onwards...jacque wake up.. time to let go and start a new life..
enjoy the days that you are still here.. you cant turn back time.. just please... dont cry anymore..

you shouldnt let the money revolve around you... yeah t was soo saddening and awful experience but you have to move on and stand uo again..stop that feeling sorry for yourself, because no one can help you but tyou yourself.. there's even more aggravating story that you have.. just be thankful you're going home in one piece and still intact.

arrgghh.. and please lovelife where are you???? maybe i was also wrong in my intention in searching for love, that's why i cant find him.. and i am already getting pissed at myself again.. huuhu

 just finished watching the big bang special come back for their alive album..whoa.. i didnt know that they were in the verge of collapsing in spite of the recognition they get from japan and mtv europe..

 after all the struggles,scandals and accidents that happen to them last year.. they are now back stronger and much matured..and daesung made this song that i kinda relate to.yeaahh i wanna shout it all out..

anyeong

i wake up because of ate maricel's call, and even if i was hesitant at first to talk about my situation but somehow, she has an idea what happen ne'.. so that's it i was able to tell her my misery and again she offered some help, what can i do?? because i really need someone who can help me, but kuya called and told him about ate maricel..and of course he told me to hold back because he wants to settle it first, but deep inside i really wanted ate's help. and then i called abdulla, he said that i'll call again at 6pm for my cancellation, omg, i told him already that i wanted to go home badly and my mom was so worried about me.  Aisshh, i know it was just his delaying tactic,, arrgghhh.. i really hate them. i hope this will gonna stop sooner.

mommy's back from tito nanding's funeral and i told her about ate maricel help, and we chatted. i told her that let me first sign the cancellation before ate maricel join in the talks...

haaayyy...


fangirl note*

aiyee.. i havent seen any new arashi vids and havent watched any new arashi perf but this one ill post...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uhVNIFbj30Q&feature=relatedenjoy minna-

i've signed my cancellation.. wtf.. they really continue my residence visa application.so now i have a six months ban here..oh greatt.. and what did he say.. im just too young to understand.. no kuya and kha are just too kind and naive. pheww... wtf?? my ex-employer... arrgghh.. im really mad...

kon...

i guess i have to stop sour grape-ing and have to move on with my life.. okay things turned out bad, that's it.. i have to let go and face a new cycle of life.. i can\t turn back time and have to admit that i made the wrong choice.. i can't live forever on the past.  The anger is still burning and but ottoke?? we cant change it.. it all happened already.. and the sure real thing now  is i have to move on and find a new better way to restart my life and face the day with courage and happy spirit. go.. go..go..
kwenchana... gambatte.. hwaiting/fighting! thanks be god for a brand new start.

yesterday i watched bigbang guesting in Runnin Man...

julz give this new site for running man engsubbed yatta.
ehhh.. julz again just share this site for big bangs streaming english subbed vid.
big bang eng subbed streaming vid

another news.. i know i've been avoiding about arashi because i might get addicted tot hem and i dont have the leisure to but what can i do ?? they are the one i live my life for.. i mean they are one of my dreams ... i wanted to watch them perform live even once, just like bigbang.. i wanna see them in concert but i want to see arashi first.. more than bigbang.. i dunno but all these dreams and plans have fallen apart because of that damn al aseel... you really ruined my life.. anyways stop of that, im so full of it.. let's get back to my fangirling..

and so here's the news about..
 "
It has been reported Arashi were in Odaiba, Tokyo, on March 13 to appear at Fuji TV’s “華嵐 (Hana-Arashi)” campaign event.  A model of what Tokyo Tower will look like this Friday night showed the tower covered from top to bottom in Arashi’s group colours blue, red, green, yellow, and purple."

oricon news link
english news link

the tower were gonna be lighted according to the arashi's color.. and it was arranged by the age bracket.. you can see that blue is in the lowest part because he is the foundation/leader and oldest member of ARASHI.. its OH-chan.. and sho, aiba,nino and jun being the youngest.  aiyee.. my two biases oh-chan and jun bebe.....

so till here.. im still gonna watch the second part guesting of bigbang at RM. hehehe.. its payback time for haroro..


ciao!!

and oh before i forget HAPPY WHITE DAY.....
its a tradition by the Japanese where the guy supposed to give back the girls chocolates,flower, not necessarily white.. it was the opposite of valentines day.. because in their country valentines is a time where girls are giving the boy/guy some sweets.. but in the Philippines it was the guy who should give those.. it was only for the past years i've heard about the white day.. it was also being celebrated in China, Taiwan and South Korea.. it was celebrated one month after the valentines day.
happy white day

muahhhhhhh....


arrghh, and i have to call my employer because my brother said so.. he said that i should just lower my voice and dont say anything.. just follow and listen to what he will say.. you know what,my heart and mind  still bursting with anger.. arrgghhh.. and so i just called him a few minutes back.. his voice was calm.. i dunno the background is noisy it was like sounds from tv.. heck i dont care.. i told him that it was I maybe he has forgotten about me.. and i ask him about the feedback, and he just only said call me tomorrow.. fuck... and i told him that my mother was really worried and i really wanted to go home. huhuhuuh.. jebal.. jebal.. i wanna go home.. if this is the life waiting for me.. i am really like in a prison.. huhuhuu..

anyeong...


i dunno if its right but i have the feel to change something for this blog although i know i spent time doing my banner.. hmm.. i really wanna learn how this html works.. i want a real template of mine..huhuhu..

i ate too much last night cause its the 2nd time during my 4mos here to eat at KFC.. hahaha.. that's how boring and super tipid i am. kuya and kha bought it for dinner and i ate 2 pcs.. kyaaa.. i will miss this even though we have this in our country but it wasnt the same taste and we barely ate at fast food nor restaurant.

haayy....

anyways.. big bang finally have their comeback.. uhmm.. i really like blue but.. i dunno fantastic baby. its kayit seems it has the same tune of the other western hip hop song.. like the boomshakalaka thing.. and the work it.. it sounds so familiar to me.. haaisshh.. and i am not liking GD's hairstyle.. but DAE was so guapo with blonde..

here's their awesome perf... kya.. flailing once again.. awesome-ness ,fantastic baby.. and the stage was so daebak.. especially the blue perf and the fantastic baby stages.. omg.. it was so fantastic, ultra cool.. the YG is really the best in comeback stages.. they really prepared and think of the stages,, the presentation is beyond words of wonder... super ♥... and during the bad boy perf.. you will see GD's hair hanging on one side i dunno.. he was like boy george.. but maybe it will grow on me after i see more of it .. hehehe...about Taeyang, of course he's still flawless and so smooth in dancing.. and TOP, he kind of suit all color hair type.. just dont try to copy gd's experimentation of fashion.. hehe.. he's gorgeous enough.. and Seungri.. yeah still, he's my least BB.. and he has new piercing on ear..

mommy went to bicol together with tita nina.. to my uncle.. tito nanding sorry if i wasnt able to attend your wake and sorry if i cant help financially. thank you because i know the time you spent with us before was also worthwhile even though that you and dad clashed before, it was all in the past and if ever you're gonna see dad.. please give our warmest regards.. we miss him dearly. Rest in Peace tito NANDING!!

about work, still no updates.. haay.. where i can get money.. and its been two days since i last texted sir abdul aziz saying sorry for his project but he didnt reply.. is he mad.. damn... i wsih i could help him but i wasnt able to copy his files at al aseel.. haaiisshh.. sir abdul please say something.. i really don't want to include you in my misery. SO SORRY!...

konnichiwa...


its OH-CHAN bday.. leader of the ARASHI!!!!

thanks for being a witty and baka leader i love watching your variety shows, your funny antics.. and i can feel that you're a nice person!! i hope to meet you someday! RIIDA GAMBATTE!!

kyaaa...........

oppa ju ji hun welcome back..... so i hope you've continue to prosper your career and fighting oppa!!  thank you for being strong and coming back for your fans!!! we missed your works and i look forward for your new projects!! and i believe that your new agency will take care of you and wont let you make things unnecessary!!  all these are just challenges...

kyaaa.............

mow's its the time to rejoice.. first the five member's are present in the mtv ema awards ceremony... dae dae,, how are you its been a rough road and now i see that smiling eyes of yours again!!

and the BIG BANG won the worldwide act beating britney spears... wow..so COOL!! VIP's are sooo good..

chukhahae BB!fighting..

http://www.capitalfm.com/events/mtv-emas/news/winners-list/

more HQ and super clear pics of the GUYS http://www.bigbangupdates.com/2011/11/more-big-bang-mtv-europe-music-awards.html#more

konichiwa...

hmm...how many years , do i know arashi?? 3 or 4.. but i still havent got any arashi cd or dvd from japan.. the only dvd i have is ... arashi all the best clips 1999-2009 but it is a korean version...today they were celebrating their cd debut and i hope to get someday their cd/s. dvd or single jap version... if only they were'nt that expensive ....

anyeong!!

aiyyeeee... T.O.P as Knight-o!!! uhhmmmm.. i dunno.. he's a little bit shy showing his body so i really dont know if he will pull it off... but as a whole he's gorgeous!!

Absolute Boyfriend T.O.P

haller..


kyaaa.. i haven't been properly watching any We got maried couples, since 2009, i was just hook on the first season where khj and hwangbo was there and after that i wasnt a fan anymore although my friends are still into it.. actually last august i was watching eunjung couple and i would have to say it was pretty interesting too..and also got to watch a few epi of vitoria and nickhun... they were so many idol'swho has been part of the wgm and i dunno when will im gonna have a curiosity to watch them.. i hope that the online site who's sharing the subbed vids wont delete it when i finally have time and decided to watch them....

and now look at what couple we have.. its leader teuk-shhi of Super Junior.. he's one of my early fave member... so i guess i have to take a shot to watch their episode...they started airing their wgm last October 8, 2011

DIMPLE COUPLE

anyeong!!!!

weehhh say B to the I to the G!!.. BANG................

kudos with you guys' you're finally reaping the hard works... you're gonna be known world wide!! chukahae!!

they were nominated in "2011 MTV EMA" for the "Best World Wide Act Asia Pacific"....
and Ryan Seacrest did mention how talented they are in his blog!!..
here's the link for that article.. DAEBAK

anyeong!

another star RAIN, BI bid farewell to his fans and enter the mandatory Military Service for the South Korean Male citizen for 2 years...
His entrance  for the military was televised the same as Hyun Bin's case...
Anyway. oppa rain fighting!!

rain aja aja.. fighting!

papa top smexy eyes

anyeong!

went to BDO  to deposit on julz account because they were in KOREA to have some flailing and travelling of course... sigh i wish i can travel too someday.... i asked her a favor to buy me a BIGBANG Cd and SUJU's newest album.. mr.simple.... haaaayyyy.. 

went to sm sta.mesa and.. aww.. it has a new look and i have to ask for the sales lady for the direction.. it looks classy and nice..  actually the reason why i went there because i want my AED to exchange in our philippine money and sad to say they that AED was not on their list.. so i have to go to Robinson....

of course i have to window shop first.. i saw BB cream .. and the saleslady said that the raw materials is from italy so she tried it on my hands.. it was okay but i have the feeling of not smooth.. you know it was *malagkit* you feel like greasy.. so i told her that i'll think about it .. then at watson.. i also saw 3 bb cream... first is the magic bb cream.. whoaa .. the price was 650 or 700... dang. its expensive..and i saw another one.. it has this jasmine water..bb cream..and it cost like 300.. hmmm.. i think i like it.. but i have to think again.. *siggh*  if only we have much money ne'.... 

then after lunch we're off to Robinson together with mom and alexa... it was easy to have your money exchange because you dont have to fill up anything and the rate is just pretty the same as others...so i had 6k and gave it to mom...

alex ate at jollibee while i just roam around the mall... since i was a poor lady.. i cant pick what to buy... *sigh*

we buy these yummy floss.. at bread talk... although expensive but it was really delicious...

then went to kalentong because mom has an order ...for her empanada.. 

and kyaaaa..... i saw minute burger..omo.. i miss that taste... so of course i bought.. but sad to say they don't have coleslaw anymore.. huhuhuhu.. i think the patty still taste good... i miss the good ole days because of the burger.. i remember 15yrs ago, me, my kuya and dad... always bought Minute Burger for our snack.. and we love their coleslow.... if only we can turn back time..

i dunno until when that money of mine will last.....

so that's pretty it.. 

anyeong!

whoaahh, i was a bit surprised about this news because that this means they'll be no more SS4 next year?, anyways.. chulie fighting!!

posed together with suju co-member siwon!!


anyeong HEECHUL!!

its my second day off... and still i was just here sa house..nowhere to go... because the salary i've got its not enough for somewhere to go and for shopping of course.. haaiissshh.. i thought i can have a netbook for the month of september as a gift for my first paycheck..but what to do i have to pay my bedspace rent and plus i still have to spend for my fare and what it sucks is that .... my visa still unclear..i dunno if it was being processed or what or it was just there at the desk,... sigh,, 


aissshh..anyways..im loving the heartstring series..giving me the *kilig* although the plot is just the same as the other korean series about a guy who is so cold..and a girl whose a carefree and spirited although she has also a problem at house..you know a typical teenager who have some difficulty.. i really like park shin hye..and of course young hwa seems like having some appeal to me now.because i like his voice just like hongki's.. im in epi 3 now..and later i will watch the rest of the epi.. at least it was already finish airing and done subbing...

i wonder where was rhea now and what' did the ciarla maangement told her.. haaayy i am really worried for my visa.. lord please...

yeaahha.. i did some giffy for my pics yesterday.. call me camwhore.. hehheeeee... and see the giffy that i have now on my sidebar.. well got nothing much to do...hehehe

a news about the Kokuritsu concert.. being change because of the typhoon in Japan.. http://aishitsuzukeru.livejournal.com/183048.html

wish someday i can watch the con.. hehehe..have to save.... i have so many dreams to pursue...


and there's also bad news about the suju... uhmm heechul decided to enlist in military and siwon was gonna be busy on his drama..so for the coming performance of the sj looks like there just gonna be 8 members....

http://sup3rjunior.com/2011/08/22/110822-super-junior%E2%80%99s-heechul-to-enlist-in-the-army-on-september-1st/

konnichiwa...

how are you minna?? genki desu!
woah these few days wasn't been that nice..i really have a severe headache for days and then on last friday..i also had a stomach ache..maybe because of the medicine i take, my stomach was empty and maybe a gastronomic spasm occur.. i really had vomitted all the food i intake that morning.. and i was so ashamed of Kha, i know i did worry her so much..sorry... anyways in between my not so good condition she had spoken to me, topics that i really avoided..i dont want to discuss it minna.. but she did trigger me.. anyways although that i cant comment that time.. because i was still in the state of denial..i dont want to discuss it..but ive decided to talk about it after some time..just give me a break ne'.....

so back to reality.. i did get the title off from fr.flavio's gospel, yes it has a big impact to me.. although i know deep inside that it wasnt left me ..you know the faith..it just that it weakens as time and trials goes by...so i am now rekindling everything to GOD......
*FAITH* i am so happy to have heard the gospel again.....

about work.. please lord make this week a blissful and grateful week.. although i know you always blesses us all..but please just continue on watching over us!!!.. thank you lord!!


fangirling....

kyaaa.... have you seen the new mv of super junior.. okay full of FLAILING!!

omo, im not digging siwon and teuk's hair but.... i love kyu and eunhyuk's...waahhh EH reminds me of GD\s heartbreaker promo stint..... they rocked the white hair..hahhahahaha!!

ja'...

anyeong...
its aug na.. a month had past, still i havent found a job.. huhhu.. such a bad luck ne'....
but this cannot stop me in hoping and dreaming minna....  i know there's some thing special will be given to me by our lord creator... okay.. im sorry lord.. i know i've been ignoring you for sometime and it is only now for the straight month i was able to hear your gospel.. i think its been a decade.... i was active during my middle school ne' ..but i know i wasnt doing anything bad..its just that i fail to attend my sunday obligation.. i know you just poke me a little to remind me..or you were poking me even before its just that i wasnt paying much attention to you...thank you so much for bearing with me GOD!!

im gonna start my month being happy and active, enough of frustration.... negative feeling.. so i need POSITIVITY...... come on.......  
thanks kuya mhyk and carol...


here's a vid from superjunior entitled *happiness-haengbok*

let's be merry and happy...healthy and active

ramadan kareem .....

last night, we went and eat out at a chinese restaurant..arrgghh... so where's the diet, if ganito kami palagi.. anyway, the foods are very tasty and the price is reasonable enough.. yumminess all over!!

aissshhh.... i really feel being a burden , goosshhh.. huhuhuhhu.........

today i just email some cv.. and got the email add.. of which tita' loy was talking about.i hope she can help me noh..waaahh.. do i really have to plead na ba para i can have a job.. waaaahh...  omo.....

so here's the only thing that keeps me going..is to never lose hope.........
so i promise that i will never succumb into darkness.. my LORD!

please enjoy the vid, waahh kyu has owned my sj bias...  i soo love his voice and personality is so cool!! omo, im so torn in sj.......love the lyrics too..

ja'...

annyeong..this is the day i saw ft.island in flesh..yes!! kamsahamnida unnie pichi and to your cousin for letting us in!! gwabehhh... i thought we couldnt get in kasi naman there's so many fan girls in and out of the tv station buildings~

first i woke up late and still sleepy..i only had 4hrs of sleep... and on the way to ABSCBN, i couldn't catch a cab.. i think it took 15 minutes looking for a cab, and when i finally saw one..the driver had his cab refueled..and wtf, i am already late all my friends were already at the meeting place... and this gas boy... leave right after he refueled the cab but the gas keeps on filling the tank that it surpassed the amount bought by the cab driver..arrggghhh... i know that no one likes that to happen..but ohmygawwdd..im in hurry ~~anuberrr!!!

so i told the driver that i was really in a hurry and i also thought of getting a new cab but i've waited enough.. good thing.. they decided only for a minutes and we safely arrive at ABSCBN!!

now that i saw my friends and get in the building.... we waited for an hour at shaded area..and we were called by show's marshall and asked to make a straight line....and i said..YES...its true..i can finally see FT.Island... *jeremy* although i dont really know much about them cause i've only research some songs and read their wikipedia the last night!!

nee-chan thea and Me <33

fangirls waiting for FT.ISLAND~

mehh and jing~~~

all in all i enjoyed the show and i would like to come back again!! and of course the climax was when FT.ISLAND appeared and sang the You're Beautiful OST!!waahh.. The screaming was really defeaning~~ and the energy was so high..too bad i only took a few and not so good pictures...haaayzzzz!!

you can find the rest of my pics here!

annyeong!!~~