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anyeong

i wake up because of ate maricel's call, and even if i was hesitant at first to talk about my situation but somehow, she has an idea what happen ne'.. so that's it i was able to tell her my misery and again she offered some help, what can i do?? because i really need someone who can help me, but kuya called and told him about ate maricel..and of course he told me to hold back because he wants to settle it first, but deep inside i really wanted ate's help. and then i called abdulla, he said that i'll call again at 6pm for my cancellation, omg, i told him already that i wanted to go home badly and my mom was so worried about me.  Aisshh, i know it was just his delaying tactic,, arrgghhh.. i really hate them. i hope this will gonna stop sooner.

mommy's back from tito nanding's funeral and i told her about ate maricel help, and we chatted. i told her that let me first sign the cancellation before ate maricel join in the talks...

haaayyy...


fangirl note*

aiyee.. i havent seen any new arashi vids and havent watched any new arashi perf but this one ill post...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uhVNIFbj30Q&feature=relatedenjoy minna-

i've signed my cancellation.. wtf.. they really continue my residence visa application.so now i have a six months ban here..oh greatt.. and what did he say.. im just too young to understand.. no kuya and kha are just too kind and naive. pheww... wtf?? my ex-employer... arrgghh.. im really mad...