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anyeong.. i've replaced my banner.. yeah.. i was saying goodbye to uae na.. because i know there's no chance.. and guess what im excited to be back home... i miss so many things...
although there were things here that i regret leaving.. of corse i know to myself that if there were just some good opportunity... i can make it here.. huhuhu..its just that i wasnt lucky... maybe this is what my palm lines say.....

omo... i went out.. because i really wanted to give something to sir netcafe and aubrey too.. they were the two people whom i talk with my feelings honestly here.. sorry kha and kuya.. they should be the two of you.. but i cant bear to complain and say rants to you.. but either way the two of you who really help me through..sorry i wasnt that strong enough and i should repay you someday.. i just hope that you can still forgive me.. i know the relationship isnt like that before especially to kha.. i was really ashamed and embarrassed , i know the two of you didnt' have any short coming on advising me its just that i dont like the feeling of working and wasting my time there at AL ASEEL... because that's what i feel even if i do my best there were be faults and they are the kind of people who are so greedy and will do anything to for money... and there's this person i am sorry with... sir abdul aziz.. i really want to help you with your thesis..its just that you become a victim also.. just like me... arrgghh.. so sorryy... really am sorry..and of course to mom and mita.. sorry i wasnt able to repay back anything...here i am again.. so lord please help me to stand back again....
huhuhu....

i'll be making kimbap without the seaweed wrapper because i cant see one here.. ope it will be successful.. aja!!