Wake Up....

anyeong..
jacq please wake up you've been on hiatus for months... you've told yourself many positive things and even bring yourself down.. now is not the time for thinking how to plan your life instead you should grabbed any opportunity that comes on your way, dont lose any of it.. you've wasted enough...
Sorry mom and dad for you have brought up a person like me in this world you dont deserve a daughter like me.. i've been an asshole, and even to my brother i've been like a cross that they should bear.. i know that they have given me many chances already and i blew it all up.. DAMN you JACQ!!!! when will you wake up.. you've missed the beauty of life.. shIt.. i hate myself so much... huhuhuhuhu!!!

DAMN YOU MUCH!!!! pretty please move on and do something for yourself.. MOM its not your fault its mehh.. im such a coward... and lazy person... waaaaaahhh..... i needed to express myself more.. i always bottled up my feelings maybe that's the reason why i am like this..i should release what i feel inside.. huhuhu.. i need a helping hand most especially an ear who will listen on my peers..someone who will cheer and says everything will be just fine. why am i so alonE!!!?????