haller minaa-san!!


Akemashite omedetou gozaimasu!Sehe Bokmanee Bateuseyo!Manigong Bagong Taon! 
HAPPY NEW YEAR! ♥

 thank you so much lord for a fun-filled 2011... im sorry if i ever doubted you, but one thing is for sure, GOD is alive and will never ever forsake his child.. KAMSAHAMNIDA for everything..for joys and happiness... i hope to continue to be on your side, please be patient with me always... LOVE YOU SO MUCH! ♥♥♥


big thanks for my family who's always been there to support me in every way.. KUYA MIKE, CAROL, MAMI, MITA and of course i know DADDY is always watching over me... THANK YOU so MUCH and I DEEPLY LOVE YOU ALL!! muaaaaaaaaaahhh.. ♥♥♥


THANK YOU ALL...

wow... uhhmmm... should i...??

i found a job.. yatta.. and the sad thing is that i dont look happy.. because the boss is quite strict and fierce... anyways.. just put it on mind that im here to work..just work and gave mom something good... and for my life to change somehow.they told me that they were going to processed my visa now.. and now they were commanding me to do some research works...feels like im going to be used up.. i think that was out of my responsibilities anymore..haaiissshh....waaahh..

actually because i am torn.. i have hope on this other job in a internet cafe..but it seems it would take long for me to join and what we were so worried about is my visa..just like what happen to me last time.. we don't want that again.. huhuhu...

haller..

what's up??

its JESUS Birthday....


its my first time to celebrate Christmas here, well yeah its true, its sadder here because this is a Muslim country so they really don't celebrate it... and only christian believes in him, of course i miss mom especially heard that she was still working, making empanadas... while we are cooking and and celebrating it... and we also heard that mita..leave her on noche buena time... that's why she was teary eyes when we have the time for a chat.  Mom so sorry i wasnt been working hard for the past years, don't worry we'll try next year to accompany you on Christmas and new years day.

anyways.. Jesus, thank you for all  the blessings and challenges you have given us, we love you!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS!!

its just omg!! sighnesssssss...  waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
wth am i doing???????? HATE ME!!

im here again! im overseas but felt like nobody!! i didnt intend to be like this but my brother felt like i wanted to be like this.. sisi sisi sisi naman sakin! god... i hate meeehhh...

please help me find a job right now..please.. i promise to be good! sorry and thank you! i want to cry but i dont have someone i can count on... sighnessss....

wow, this korean series was so good.. they never have any dull moments ..plus its a korean period drama!! the writers are so intelligent and you keep on wanting more of the episode..it has 60 episodes! the actors played heir part really well, and the ost was so beautiful too... the king is adorable!! and of course the young prince yoen ing was such a good actor he was just like the king..so adorable too... i recommend this dram to those who are hooked in asian series..it has all the values of the story!! i loveeeeeeee it!!!! and i really enjoy watching it.. and it is also a tear jerker series!!so be prepared to have your hanky on hand!

konnichiwa...


its OH-CHAN bday.. leader of the ARASHI!!!!

thanks for being a witty and baka leader i love watching your variety shows, your funny antics.. and i can feel that you're a nice person!! i hope to meet you someday! RIIDA GAMBATTE!!

hello...

finally my teeth on the upper right has been extracted fora 60php!! wow this is really nice if i've known this earlier at least i can have a series of teeth cleaning before i fly again in AUH!..yes you heard it right.... i will be going back to auh on the 4th of december same time of the flight i have, so please.. jebal make this trip successful LORD!!!!

i dint have a chance to take a pic on the tooth that's been extracted all i know is that i need not to worry for the ca breath it gave....

anyeong!!!!

yes... who's on


kyaa... its me...... jacq

i finally made an account although i dont still quite understand the other applications but i think i can put up on it!! anyway..it is like a korean version of twitter although the twitter is scorching hot tool for updating from the korean actors/singers... i still like this site for updating!! hee hee... i hope i can find more friends!!

kyaaa...........

oppa ju ji hun welcome back..... so i hope you've continue to prosper your career and fighting oppa!!  thank you for being strong and coming back for your fans!!! we missed your works and i look forward for your new projects!! and i believe that your new agency will take care of you and wont let you make things unnecessary!!  all these are just challenges...

aww.. the date was quite nice.. does it have some hidden meaning..its just that it was all one's....?? oh well at least nothing bad happens .....

kyaaa.............

mow's its the time to rejoice.. first the five member's are present in the mtv ema awards ceremony... dae dae,, how are you its been a rough road and now i see that smiling eyes of yours again!!

and the BIG BANG won the worldwide act beating britney spears... wow..so COOL!! VIP's are sooo good..

chukhahae BB!fighting..

http://www.capitalfm.com/events/mtv-emas/news/winners-list/

more HQ and super clear pics of the GUYS http://www.bigbangupdates.com/2011/11/more-big-bang-mtv-europe-music-awards.html#more

konichiwa...

hmm...how many years , do i know arashi?? 3 or 4.. but i still havent got any arashi cd or dvd from japan.. the only dvd i have is ... arashi all the best clips 1999-2009 but it is a korean version...today they were celebrating their cd debut and i hope to get someday their cd/s. dvd or single jap version... if only they were'nt that expensive ....

kon!!

aww... how many days to go before its christmas?? wow the time flies so fast and the year end is already nearing! still my nothing changed..im still the old fat lady who has nothing on her pocket!! i want change please LORD make my 2012 a super better one!!

anyeong....

another year has come, its been two years since my daddy left this world behind.. this is the time of the year where all soul was being visited by their loved ones... and we came a day early... dadi.. bogoshipda!! we miss you and thanks for watching over us!!! we love you ....

hello... it's my kuya's bday and since i am back here in the ph, so we celebrated it with my mami and tita... tita cooked palabok..yummy!!  kuya... thanks for supporting me and deciding to give me another chance to find my life improvements... im really hoping that this time i will finally have a time to shine on my own..im really sick the way my life goes on! thanks for the understanding both to you and carol...

anyeong....

owww...omo.... top's bigbang and one of my fave korean actress yoon eun hye team up for a photoshoot on a W Magazine... the poses are quite sexy and steamy.... yeh once again shown her S line body....

wow...

anyeong!!

aiyyeeee... T.O.P as Knight-o!!! uhhmmmm.. i dunno.. he's a little bit shy showing his body so i really dont know if he will pull it off... but as a whole he's gorgeous!!

Absolute Boyfriend T.O.P

haller..


kyaaa.. i haven't been properly watching any We got maried couples, since 2009, i was just hook on the first season where khj and hwangbo was there and after that i wasnt a fan anymore although my friends are still into it.. actually last august i was watching eunjung couple and i would have to say it was pretty interesting too..and also got to watch a few epi of vitoria and nickhun... they were so many idol'swho has been part of the wgm and i dunno when will im gonna have a curiosity to watch them.. i hope that the online site who's sharing the subbed vids wont delete it when i finally have time and decided to watch them....

and now look at what couple we have.. its leader teuk-shhi of Super Junior.. he's one of my early fave member... so i guess i have to take a shot to watch their episode...they started airing their wgm last October 8, 2011

DIMPLE COUPLE

anyeong!!!!

weehhh say B to the I to the G!!.. BANG................

kudos with you guys' you're finally reaping the hard works... you're gonna be known world wide!! chukahae!!

they were nominated in "2011 MTV EMA" for the "Best World Wide Act Asia Pacific"....
and Ryan Seacrest did mention how talented they are in his blog!!..
here's the link for that article.. DAEBAK

anyeong!

another star RAIN, BI bid farewell to his fans and enter the mandatory Military Service for the South Korean Male citizen for 2 years...
His entrance  for the military was televised the same as Hyun Bin's case...
Anyway. oppa rain fighting!!

rain aja aja.. fighting!

kon'....

yatta.. *saeng il chukha hamnida alex-sshi,* chukahae

bebe, i hope you will stay beautiful and intelligent as you are.. and be obedient na ha..

we love you and wish all the best, you're lucky enough to have us..soon you will understand what we wanted you to become....

stay beautiful,brainy, and please dont be makulit at matigas ang ulo!!!!

saranghae!!!♥♥

anyeong!!

omo.. there's a bad news from Big Bang's leader... GD....and it goes like these...

[NEWS] Official YG Entertainment regarding G-Dragon’s marijuana case

"“We would like to sincerely offer our deepest apologies to all the fans and to everyone who appreciates Big Bang’s music.

G-Dragon underwent an investigation for smoking marijuana last July. Because G-Dragon had never smoked marijuana, we cooperated with the investigation confidently and proceeded as usual with scheduled events. However, according to the hair strand test, G-Dragon tested positive for miniscule amounts of marijuana, which shocked us.

While we were contemplating what the reason could be, we thought of the event that occurred in May during their Japan tour. There was a drinking event to celebrate a successful concert with various Japanese associates who visited us at the concert location. When G-Dragon went to use the restroom, a young person who seemed to be a Japanese fan recognized G-Dragon and offered him a cigarette as he greeted him. Out of courtesy, G-Dragon took two or three puffs, but upon feeling that it was different from normal cigarettes, he flushed it down the toilet right away.

We thought it to be a trivial event, and soon we were unable to remember that it ever happened. However, when we began to ponder over the reason for this positive test, that night’s event returned as the likely cause. We contacted the prosecution right away and related the event exactly as it happened.

As celebrities who have received a lot of interest from the public, and as a company who is supposed to thoroughly manage them, we sincerely regret the emergence of this situation, and have been self-reflecting on our carelessness. We deeply bow our heads as we apologize for causing you to worry once again, and we will try our best to make sure this type of event does not occur again.”

Source: chosun allkpop

and many opinions had been posted online..hater's and supporters are all in the spotlight!..

and now its time for my view... i may not be considered an official vip because i didnt join their fanclubs and i may have a little merchandise nor even saw them perform live... but what makes me a bb fan is because of their music and talents, i really look up to their skills... and they seem so happy while making music for their fans.. i really don't know them much..but i claimed myself to be a true fan of them.. i would just like to say that my support still goes for them because i know they are still human who can commit mistake and they deserve forgiveness.. omo... BB fighting first it was dae dae's misfortune and now it was leader's GD!!

i just hope that GD can learned and make everything right from it.. because he still owe to the public the recognition he had right now..yess.. indeed i believe in his capability that he worked so hard to establish himself and he have some flaws so GD'ahhh.... be strong we still believe and support the Big Bang! it was just another chapter of your life where you can look back in the future and you can used it to write another song .....

i may not be in the position to state these views because i myself was still reflecting how my life has been so pardon me,reader who will stumble this post....

and of course.. there's always a                        
after the rain

ja

anyeong!

whoa.. the time flies by so fast ne'.....
i've been back here at the PH, for a month and waaahhh.. what  have i've done.. i think i gain weight again... what a loser..... because i aint doing anything again just right here in front of my crappy pc.. *sigh*.. sorry again and again!!.

yay.. foods foods... i cant seem to control.....

i wish things will go straight for this month and thank you for the blessings!!


ja'...

haller...

Happy Bday bebe emty

H

Hal its our dog’s 6^th bday, sorry I swear last year that im gonna buy you a decent birthday cake but I fail again,wishing you good health and please don’t be choosy over your foods… keep barking and wag makulit ha…. Hehehe!!

Lo

ohayo........

i feel sad again.. i was browsing my FB and saw my HS ate's and co YMC.... they all look so happy... and i was here... just waiting for the day to passed by.. i feel so worthless again..... im really in a bad state of mood after seeing all their smiles.. yes.. i envy them.... but im really happy for them.... i know its all my fault why im like these why i haven't gone to nowhere..i was living my life wastefully.. im so sorry LORD.. i hope i wasn't late to make changes..please give me strength to start over again.. 


here's the lyrics from tupac's song....


*♫i see no changes wake up in the morning and I ask myself is life worth living,should i blast myself??♪ yessss.. it was so related to my feelings right at this moment.....  why my life was like this, why i chose to be like this.. it was all my fault... shiitttttt.. i sucks big time!!


♫i'd like to go back when we played as kids but things changed, and that's the way it is.....♫♪

why did i chose these lonely and wrong path.. i want to become *someone*  i hate myself...

why didn't i assess myself, why i depended on my family so much, why i was like these.. it was now killing me i haven't thought of myself long before.... IM SORRY LORD!!! if this child was such a waste......




oyasumi >__<

papa top smexy eyes

anyeong!

went to BDO  to deposit on julz account because they were in KOREA to have some flailing and travelling of course... sigh i wish i can travel too someday.... i asked her a favor to buy me a BIGBANG Cd and SUJU's newest album.. mr.simple.... haaaayyyy.. 

went to sm sta.mesa and.. aww.. it has a new look and i have to ask for the sales lady for the direction.. it looks classy and nice..  actually the reason why i went there because i want my AED to exchange in our philippine money and sad to say they that AED was not on their list.. so i have to go to Robinson....

of course i have to window shop first.. i saw BB cream .. and the saleslady said that the raw materials is from italy so she tried it on my hands.. it was okay but i have the feeling of not smooth.. you know it was *malagkit* you feel like greasy.. so i told her that i'll think about it .. then at watson.. i also saw 3 bb cream... first is the magic bb cream.. whoaa .. the price was 650 or 700... dang. its expensive..and i saw another one.. it has this jasmine water..bb cream..and it cost like 300.. hmmm.. i think i like it.. but i have to think again.. *siggh*  if only we have much money ne'.... 

then after lunch we're off to Robinson together with mom and alexa... it was easy to have your money exchange because you dont have to fill up anything and the rate is just pretty the same as others...so i had 6k and gave it to mom...

alex ate at jollibee while i just roam around the mall... since i was a poor lady.. i cant pick what to buy... *sigh*

we buy these yummy floss.. at bread talk... although expensive but it was really delicious...

then went to kalentong because mom has an order ...for her empanada.. 

and kyaaaa..... i saw minute burger..omo.. i miss that taste... so of course i bought.. but sad to say they don't have coleslaw anymore.. huhuhuhu.. i think the patty still taste good... i miss the good ole days because of the burger.. i remember 15yrs ago, me, my kuya and dad... always bought Minute Burger for our snack.. and we love their coleslow.... if only we can turn back time..

i dunno until when that money of mine will last.....

so that's pretty it.. 

kon.. *__*

this post is especially dedicated to my favorite jpop band.. ARASHI!!!! they are celebrating their 12th year... omedetou............

applause applause....

since i am back home and i know that my target year to see my fave band is on the 2014...... so i dunno if i can keep it up... *sigh* i just wanna wish them safety and good health... cause i know their success wont be a problem because they have shown the world how good they are...!!! ARASHI SAIKOU!!!

♪♫thank you for always making me happy through your song♫ and although im not updated on your current works, like dramas, shows.. i will find time someday to watch it all...  ♥♥

wanna let the fandom know that i am a proud ARASHI fan through this post!! ♥♥

kon.. ^__^

i was busy the whole morning because i was really seriously trying to solve problems about my pc... and yess.. i was kinda able to make it operate although it keeps on disconnecting on the internet... and discovered 21 virus.. and the sad thing is it cant be removed nor repair.. all i can do is put it in quarantine.. that's why i guess sometimes there's changes in the pc.. because the virus keeps on pestering my pc... aiissshh.... and i browse the pc express shop.. and note down the prices and think if i will gonna change my processor into dual core.. i saw a 2,500 pesos only and i dunno if its compatible to my other pc components, and a 2tb memory that only cost 1,500 and if i will change my video card as well i saw around 2500 also.. so to sum it up.. i needed 7k... haaayyy... but it will help my pc speed up and works better of course!!

and i also learned that firefox 6 isnt compatible with orbit downloader.. and i cannot let my net life and fandom life live without orbit dl... hehehehee!!

hmm, i was also thinking if maybe there's a problem with my ip address... i am thinking if i will renew it.. because i was asking google how to... but afraid that it may just make it more difficult for me to connect on the net or worse i cannot connect anymore..

kyaaa.. i have new emoticons on plurk hehehe.. so kawaii......

night, i have to marathon at least 2 episode of scent of a woman!!

anyeong!!

kyaaa.. this pc still alive and kicking..... i really thought i wouldnt have a net life....
although i wasnt much active in fandom anymore.. you know.. because i have to re-arrange my life...
haaisshh.. im still sad thinking back what happens for the past 2 months..

dang, i just hope that they will not do that anymore to the others... what if that person needed that job badly... tsk tsk...

haaayy, i feel like i've been wasting my time... it is only right now how i did realized how wasteful my life has been for many years.. i have so many ifs inside my mind... haayy.. but lord please don't prolong my feelings.. i know i should also be responsible for the way my life was going on right now..but i still needs your guidance and care.. so please let my life be on track again!!

again the gratitude i have for kuya and kha is still overflowing.. i just hope that they will not stop supporting me and our family as well.. i wishes them more blessing and of course a baby....

and for my mom.. im sorry i wasnt able to fulfill what i should be doing now.. haaiisshh.. but need not to worry.. we still have time..just hold on!!

and for my FANDOM... aiiisshh..im really really broke but im still a FAN!!! but i cant right now..... im still having problems.. but these fandom was as awesome as ever...arashi, bigbang, 2ne1, shinee, dbsk, super junior... korean drams..running man...you helped me overcome things.

kon ^~^

and my pc now was been brutally and savagely mal-treated! the HD was been disconnected as well as the video card.. and oh also the 1tb memory was also at the back of my pc stall.. tsk tsk..... and i clean it the other day and hoping that i can still operate it.. dang my precious HD cannot be read.. waahh my files are in there.. but the nice thing is that i can still open it although they are so many problems... the sounds arent normal.. it sometimes have and sometimes it goes off.. and there is a virus.. hhuhuhu..where did it came from.... and that virus was crushing the installed program, like the internet connection can't get through, i was just lucky today to have a connection, the downloading program, i cant use.. phew.. my pc are really in critical condition.. it needed replacement.. sigh....

phew, anyeong!

cutieheechulie

me here na sa pinas, home sweet home!!!
now, the hurt is gradually healing, i have to forgot all the bad things happen ne'.. i need to be strong.. although i feel a lil humiliated,, aiissshhh...



as long as my family is here with me i shouldn't have to be afraid and back down... i know lord you have a bigger plans for me.. thanks at least nothing much worse happen to me besides the emotional pain.. thanks lord and praise be to GOD!!

im happy to be with mom again!!!

and i just wanna say also a happy birthday mama mary and happy anniversary to kuya mike and carol, sayangness i wasnt able to be there to celebrate it together.. 

feel so full, ate a lot of foods today, ate sopas, grilled pork, dilis.. then at dinner we had 18" yellow cab new yorker pizza.... and tsaraaaann a neighbor also buy us wendys.. yummyness..waaahhh foods i cant take it anymore.. .. so saraaaaapp ng foods here sa pinas!!!

chalja!!!