its my second day off... and still i was just here sa house..nowhere to go... because the salary i've got its not enough for somewhere to go and for shopping of course.. haaiissshh.. i thought i can have a netbook for the month of september as a gift for my first paycheck..but what to do i have to pay my bedspace rent and plus i still have to spend for my fare and what it sucks is that .... my visa still unclear..i dunno if it was being processed or what or it was just there at the desk,... sigh,, 


aissshh..anyways..im loving the heartstring series..giving me the *kilig* although the plot is just the same as the other korean series about a guy who is so cold..and a girl whose a carefree and spirited although she has also a problem at house..you know a typical teenager who have some difficulty.. i really like park shin hye..and of course young hwa seems like having some appeal to me now.because i like his voice just like hongki's.. im in epi 3 now..and later i will watch the rest of the epi.. at least it was already finish airing and done subbing...

i wonder where was rhea now and what' did the ciarla maangement told her.. haaayy i am really worried for my visa.. lord please...

yeaahha.. i did some giffy for my pics yesterday.. call me camwhore.. hehheeeee... and see the giffy that i have now on my sidebar.. well got nothing much to do...hehehe

a news about the Kokuritsu concert.. being change because of the typhoon in Japan.. http://aishitsuzukeru.livejournal.com/183048.html

wish someday i can watch the con.. hehehe..have to save.... i have so many dreams to pursue...


and there's also bad news about the suju... uhmm heechul decided to enlist in military and siwon was gonna be busy on his drama..so for the coming performance of the sj looks like there just gonna be 8 members....

http://sup3rjunior.com/2011/08/22/110822-super-junior%E2%80%99s-heechul-to-enlist-in-the-army-on-september-1st/

happy happy birthday JUN MATSUMOTO!! the reason why i've come to know arashi was because of jun!!  looking young ka bebe.... maybe you're just to happy about your band.. me too im so ureshi for knowing arashi, you've given me joy and strenght.. you guys are awesome and someday i hope to see you perform on stage.. my dream.. is KUKORITSU 2014.. hhehe by then 15 years na ang ARASHI!!

eid mubarak.. finally, ramadan is finished back to their normal stuff na ang mga tao dito sa ME!!.. and still im worried about my visa.. 6days to go still not clear what will i do.. lord please let it be done na.. aiiissshh..

got my first paycheck yesterday.yay.. hmm.. i have to pay for the bedspace rent .. so i can now only have 200 for this coming month.. waaahh how can i budget it.. haaayy...

justtttt..

Until when am I here, do I qualify to be in this position,, who will gonna answer me.. huhuhu… anyways drama lang.. wheew…

Wherever they will put me … I can do it.. with god on my side..he’s the one teaching me… the capability and the knowledge I have comes with him… waahh.. I start to question myself now, it sounds like I depend on GOD so much lately..but naahh.. I still do my part.. its just that everything that I do is for him.

Im just grateful that coming over here, open’s up my eyes to be closer with GOD again.. he shielded me from depression.. and save me from all the evil deeds…

Praise be to GOD!

this post is kinda long overdue.. you know that i dont have a pc of my own for 2 months so i just sneak out on my kuya's pc.

danggg.. and my plurk status went downnnnnnnnnnn.....  i've lost the nirvana previlege there. huhuhu...

talk to mr.antar yesterday about the my visa .. i think it was slowly being processed.. although i know that it will not get on time before my extension visa expire.. aissh the misfortunate situation of my employment visa..so i have to exit and go to KISH..aisshhh.....

rhea..already exited.but i dunno if they were fixing her visa but it seems that they already are.. anyways/... i cant do anything.. they are just being biased.... phew...but promise.. i like rhea.. better that the one who you shouldnt name with...

i was really pissed on her yesterday.. she was like almighty and whatsoever.. my gossshh.. she thinks im dumb, ignorant..she's been kinda bullying me... haaiissshh....

nyways.... life goes on..just be strong... aja!! just show them how capable and good you are!! gambatte!!

konnichiwa....

since yesterday i was feeling down ne'.. i dunno im not really happy right now...yes i do have a job but.. i still havent got my visa and it will gonna expire on the first week of the month..
why do i feel like im dumb... because someone arounds me thinks that im dumb.. shooott... to hell with it..aisshhhh....

i've talked to mr. antar about the visa and he told me that he will call me tonight for the confirmation..oh great.. and another thing is my acommodation... so i will not have it... since he told me that the'll be paying me for the days that i worked but i dont get it..even if i dont work i can still my rent..so what's his point anyways.. will he reimburse the money that i will pay... so confusing... haaaiisshh..

haller....

yesterday we attended mass.. and the gospel was kind of self reflecting.. fr. troy asks as *what is the role of GOD in your life???*  of course i succumb into thinking... he was the center of my life.. although i do admit that i was taken him for granted.. but now.. he was in my heart everyday!!  i have seen his miracles.... his love for me and my family...


monday work is fine..

konnichiwa!!

yeah so giddy today, i have done my laundry, eat a full brunch.. what a day......... watched a movie about christian faith called *season of the witch* its a nice story since i've felt become closer to god again... and i also like nicholas cage as an actor... its a story about faith,beliefs and good versus evil!!

and yesterday i blogged about meeting kuya's friend and eating in a restaurant, i dunno i was like iritated but not with jen.. with myself.. i have kasi a pimple/ or i dunno pigsa on my thigh.. arrghh sakit... then i also put an earring on my upper right ear.. its a pact-pierced-ear!! and because i stop putting an earring there for a year.. so its close to its closure... you know it was like piercing it again and yes..it bleed a little....

its nanay's BDAY and our town fiesta....

NANAY happy birthday...

this morning got nothing to do and i saw the ads in FB about the airlines..having promo about their ticket sale... yeaahh... i hope we can continue on our plan next year to make pasyal.. now i know where to check if there's a seat sale....

wuut else,,, i still have half a day..so i dunno what else im gonna write.. but...tomorrow's work day again.. shhoooooooooo busy.. sigh!! hope my visa will be finished processing na... uhhm.. i was on the electronic bundy clock na pala since wednesday afternoon.. kyaa..so i can say im officially an employee of ciarla group..... basta just bare with it!!medjo nainis lang din me yesterday to ate imelda..the one on the cashier..yes i do have a msitake bit dont blame me on it all..they too have their own fault.. she knows that she have a over cash fund..so why not consult me... since im just new noh..anyways..i jsut said let it be bygone... and work together with our hardest!!  GAMBATTE!!!


thank you lord for another everything!!!

ja!!!! minna-san!!

Anyeong!!

haller, see those guys.. weeehh bigbang... because it was leadah GD's Bday!!!!

Saeng Il Chukha hamnida.......

yayyyyy.... we have the black and white, colorful and the normal GD!!!!......
hope i can watch someday a BIGBANG concert!!!!!!  just keep on rockin'!!!!


as for workkk...........

grr... ammpness... pide magkamali diba???? nakkkuuu.... okay i did a lot of mistakes today but at least now i really know what to do..anyway i dont want to talk about work today kasi tomorrow is day off... naku ngarag na naman sa sunday but dont worry..kaya ko to..aja!!! I CAN DO IT!! and do good in it!!
                                                                    
we're goin to eat out tonight cause we gonna meet kuya's friend.. hehehhe... yumminess here we come!

 

ja'.......................

Konnichiwa,

Wuzz up minna??? Everythings quite alright now, I was able to cope up a little on my new duty, cause I know I was just temporary so .. right now im having the benefit to enjoy it, although I know at first I was really in *huh* mode..

omo.. because just what you all know I don’t have that much background in excel… hehehehe..it was only here I was able to do those things.  Argghh, …

I know lord you really loved me for giving me this responsibility, you know naman that I hate math but what did you gave me.. the things that I am weak.. you gave me to gain knowledge and I know also that because you believed in my capability. Im so grateful to you for everything.. for keeping us safe and unharm always.. for watching over my mom and mita.. and of course my bebe emty… waahh.. here I go again.. missing them na so badly…..*huhuhu* dad, if only you were here, you must have been the happiest among us, ne’….. .. MISS U DADDY!!!

 ja'..... cooking and dinner time!!

anyeong...

its my fourth day at my job and yesterday was so mind stressing.. kaasar sakit sa bangs ang ginagawa namin.. maybe because we have to do 2 reports.. nyway i have my first day off last friday... we just went to greenhouse and buy some cleaning stuffs because..omo... the drainage for the kitchen was stuck.. we dunno  what was the reason but later on it was fixed..we dunno what causes it.  so we eat out at OK restaurant.. its a filipino rest..and the menu's are yummy ..the  best and yummy dinner i had..it was very appetizing... we had.. veg. spring roll, siomai,bulalo, and sizzling tanigue....

today's work is just okay i can finally do the reports barely me.. and i also meet the owner of the company.. mr.mario ciarla and his wife madam faten.. mr. mario is a canadian and madam faten was palestinian daw..ewan ko..mukhang okay naman sila..

then the filipina they interview last thursday was also there.. she had her 2nd interview with madam faten.. jo said she might be the replacement of aileen..waahh i though jerra's replacement eh.. hehehe, pide diba... okay lang.. if nde na me pinapasok basta they should process my visa for khalifa.. yay.. excited na me.. nyways i hope tomorrow's work is going to be okay din.. ciao....

ja'.... missing my family and friends back at home... :(

anyeong!!

kyaaa... and so i wake up early and went to ciarl thinking that i was just going to pass my documents/requirements.. and viola..i was part of the company.. i have an all day lecture about the accounts,sales..all in excel.. omo... waaahhh .. this isnt what i thought.. but anyways its a good start ne' at least i was able to brief in that department.. i dunno they say that the one who's really in charge or will take place that vacant position was having some problems and so me the one who has nowhere to go and got the documents on hand... was like a canon ball.. being thrown in the war... waaahhh.. this is really quite an experience....

so today marks my first job!! omedetou....... to mee..... *throws confetti* 
but in fairness to the company... the bosses are kind..so i will bait this one and take benefit.. alright...

still..thank you LORD!!


HWAITING!!!! GAMBATTE!!!

Anyeong!!


Kamsahamnida!
Arigato Gozaimashita
Maraming Salamat
Thank you very much

yeaaaahhh.. im in a thankful and grateful feeling..... because finally god answered my prayers..i do have a job.. although ill be starting in not so big amount of salary and will be living independently... yesss... maybe this is for the best.. i know god that you will help me through and yes i dont have any question how the turn of events in my life is going on now.. what i have now is a grateful heart!! chongmal kamsahamnida!!! really appreciate all the things that's been happening now!!

maturity and independently here i come.. this is what i needed in my life to be somebody ......
kuya, thanks for everything and sorry if i misjudged you but i know all of these is for me and because you both loved me.. cant express how much thankful i am...... i know i have a lot of debts that money cant be repaid.. but here we are now.. we'll be helping hand in hand..and battle against challenges and trials of life...
kha, thanks for the wisdom and motivation and encouragement.. i owe you so much!!!

mami, here it is,,, finally i will be of help na to you.. sorry if i prolong your waiting and what regrets me more is that
dadi is no longer with us to cherished my labor.... dady i love you and thanks for watching over us....mami... hang on... i love you so much....

mita, yes thank you of course for everything and just like what i told to mami.. hang on and ill be of help to your life too... just take care of mom and yourself...


to my friends thank you for praying with me.. have a happy day..and see you soon!! god blesses us all!!my college friends you know who you are, wysiwyg girls,goongnianz the noonaph,, .....
thanks.........


and to my employer please take good care of me and i will strive my hardest to give you the satisfaction on my services!! let's both be beneficial to each other....

and to my future co employee.. please let's all work for the best!!!!

Thank you so much and i love you LORD!!

konnichiwa,

musta?? nyways its been kind of okay now.. i mean my condition and emotion but im in some kind of a dilemma.. well..both job offer i recieve is waiting for my answer tomorrow.. wtf???? why the urgency naman... anyways.. the first one is from the ciarla group wherein i can work as a receptionist and of course have to go in another city cause i think they wouldnt like a leave out employee....but i dunno.. i have to ask about it pa for confirmation..
well.. they gave me a salary of 1,400dhms.. which is i think kinda okay... because i was just going to be a receptionist....but..  basta.. i can decide pa..

then i have the interview this morning as a cleaner/housekeeping but i was going to be assigned at the school.. kyyaaaa... school.. i want it i want.. but here's the deal the salary was just only 950dhms... which is kinda low minna.. but i have this excitement to work in a school.. would it be nice minna.. just dont think of the salary but i wasnt in that position right now..so i really have to think and decide.. aiiissshh.....

then i recieve an email from a landscape company asking me to send my cv.. what chu think????? waaahhh.. sakit sa bangs......

and then i call this number yesterday and he's looking for a marketing staff cum secretary.. woah.. i smell something fishy on our conversation so i kinda reject it..and i feel a lil frightened on the way our convo going ..... and then after an hour..he called me back asking me to meet him right away.. geezz.. am i crazy?? of course there's something going on in that jerk's mind!! nyways... that's it....

and im in the last epi of CITY HUNTER!!.. yeeaaaheeyyy.....
dont you love this guy?? sighing'..... LEE MIN HO!!!!

lee yoon sung and kim nana.. was such a cute couple..

konnichiwa...

how are you minna?? genki desu!
woah these few days wasn't been that nice..i really have a severe headache for days and then on last friday..i also had a stomach ache..maybe because of the medicine i take, my stomach was empty and maybe a gastronomic spasm occur.. i really had vomitted all the food i intake that morning.. and i was so ashamed of Kha, i know i did worry her so much..sorry... anyways in between my not so good condition she had spoken to me, topics that i really avoided..i dont want to discuss it minna.. but she did trigger me.. anyways although that i cant comment that time.. because i was still in the state of denial..i dont want to discuss it..but ive decided to talk about it after some time..just give me a break ne'.....

so back to reality.. i did get the title off from fr.flavio's gospel, yes it has a big impact to me.. although i know deep inside that it wasnt left me ..you know the faith..it just that it weakens as time and trials goes by...so i am now rekindling everything to GOD......
*FAITH* i am so happy to have heard the gospel again.....

about work.. please lord make this week a blissful and grateful week.. although i know you always blesses us all..but please just continue on watching over us!!!.. thank you lord!!


fangirling....

kyaaa.... have you seen the new mv of super junior.. okay full of FLAILING!!

omo, im not digging siwon and teuk's hair but.... i love kyu and eunhyuk's...waahhh EH reminds me of GD\s heartbreaker promo stint..... they rocked the white hair..hahhahahaha!!

ja'...

annyeong.....

what's up...?

look up in the sky.. its the arashi plane. .... kya....

i wish someday i can ride this plane.. arashi is really making a history,

and here's another arashi great campaign ad... they were chosen to be tourist ambassador for the rejuvenating japan.......

NYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can you notice anything ?? ehe.. i have done some tweaking on the pic above.. and then i replaced my own pic.. because this is my blog..sorry for the owner of the design its not that i was owning this..its just that i feel i should have put my pic itself.... hehhe..what a shameless plug ne'....  anyways.. that's me and im a kpop and jpop freak.... so..... bare with my ugly face...  heheh.. speaking of ugly.. 2ne1 just have their comeback last week with that song....

im gonna post the vid tomorrow....

kyaaa.... my yesterday's interview is a success although i wasnt much very sure because i havent receive the offer letter yet.. but i heard right ne'..that i was gonna be hired.. but still have to continue  my endless job hun ting....  thank you lord...

then today i had an interview as a cashier, uhm i know did heard right also that i should wait for the call ne'.. arggghh.. but where is it.. so im confused ne'.. anyways... have to be optimistic.....

thanks god for everyday..please keep my family and friends safe!!

so till then...

ja'...



anyeong...
its aug na.. a month had past, still i havent found a job.. huhhu.. such a bad luck ne'....
but this cannot stop me in hoping and dreaming minna....  i know there's some thing special will be given to me by our lord creator... okay.. im sorry lord.. i know i've been ignoring you for sometime and it is only now for the straight month i was able to hear your gospel.. i think its been a decade.... i was active during my middle school ne' ..but i know i wasnt doing anything bad..its just that i fail to attend my sunday obligation.. i know you just poke me a little to remind me..or you were poking me even before its just that i wasnt paying much attention to you...thank you so much for bearing with me GOD!!

im gonna start my month being happy and active, enough of frustration.... negative feeling.. so i need POSITIVITY...... come on.......  
thanks kuya mhyk and carol...


here's a vid from superjunior entitled *happiness-haengbok*

let's be merry and happy...healthy and active

ramadan kareem .....