its already a month passed since dad leave us behind~~ i remember clearly that i wasnt expecting him leaving us so soon and unprepared~~

i am not alarmed at all that he cant surpass he's condition~~~

i believe that he's strong enough to survive, maybe god has plans~~

i am still not much open how i feel about his lost although i expresses my sadness and hurts still i cant put into words how i feel everytime i think about him~~

all things around here, reminds us of him, i dunno.... i can feel that he's still watching over us... maybe it was just my yearning for him... that when midnight strikes~~ i can hear some noise.. cause its been years that my dad always remind me to sleep early~~ but what can i do~~ im a late sleeper~~


dad~~ we missed you !!
we love you~~



dont worry about us~~

god is good~~ i know he knows why this things happens!!

ja'~~~~~

wow, dara's teaching her band mates tagalog words are so cute~~~

2ne1 fighting~~


love these girl groups. just like big bang.. love their style and their music~~

13th Nikkan Sports Drama GP

wanna congratulate jun for winning as best actor and the smile cast for best drama~~

here's the winner list~~
★ Best Drama Award
#1. Smile ~ 2649
#2. Mr. Brain ~ 1944
#3. The Quiz Show ~ 1805

★ Best Actor Award
#1. Matsumoto Jun (Smile) ~ 2767
#2. Kimura Takuya (Mr. Brain) ~ 2067
#2. Sakurai Sho (The Quiz Show) ~ 1902

★ Best Supporting Actor Award
#1. Kiichi Nakai (Smile)
#2. Yokoyama Yuu (The Quiz Show)
#4. Shun Oguri (Smile)

★ Best Supporting Actress Award
#1. Aragaki Yui (Smile)
#2. Haruka Ayase (Mr. Brain)
#5. Maya Miki (The Quiz Show)

and i have just finished watching mr.brain.. and i feel that it has a cliff hanger, you know, takei san was involved in the last case... and tsukomo-san's brain still unfigured.. i wanna know how did he become genious after his accident on the first episode~~~~


and gomenasai cause i havent finished watching smile and the quiz show~~


ja'~~

konnichiwa~~

just wanna greet 2 of my college buddies a happpy birthday~~
first my bestfriend louise a belated bday last 15th of july and julie on the 21st~~

i've been so lazy posting things .. and updating what i truly feels right now~~

phew, i really dont know where to start... my mind still keep on floating~~
we started, our own lil business food again..... its just doing quite alright but still it can covered the financial crisis we're having right now and my dad's SSS documents for his burial fund isnt fixed yet..........

really missed my dad~~
i've been having dreams about him, but i am really aware in my dreams that he was already dead, but we're mingling like he wasnt~~ dad.. if you have something to say im listening~~~ since before you passed away we havent spoke seriously cause your death was really sudden and your remaining days here on earth, you dont have the strength to talk to us~~ we love you dad.... im holding on the time that im asking you to eat and talk to us... sorry if i havent seen these coming~~



talk to it later~~

ja~~~

its on the 26th of june, between 1:30-2:00 am , that my dad, left us behind for good~~
i was still really shock although i have blog before my angst against him, but it was really hurts us that he left so sudden~~~

i am praying and really hope that he's happy wherever he is now.. sorry and i love you so much dad... i hope that you feel it .........

hountoni arigato~~~

thanks for everything~
arigato gozaimashita~
kamsahamnida!!
i love you dad!!!!