shady me

anyeong..

waah


me too im confused..
okay a few days ago i've decided to let go. to give up.. but
the next day.. i feel enlightened.. its not that i am saying that i am wrong or it is not worth giving up this job.. its just that i have to remember that i am here for my a reason and that is i wanted somehow to repay my mom's love and care for us.. through giving her some material things that she should be having i mean she deserve's everything the good in life... she means so much to us..
thanks mike and carol for encouraging and sorry for making you feel uneasy and burdened...

and plus.. from the movie... the lead actress say.. that "escaping is not a survival"..
truly indeed..that's what i've come up... im just escaping.....

and the next.. the sermon of father troy last friday.. is that i should have to believe in GOD and he will let things come to a great place....

i've been getting warning's of being terminated...
i just hope that they will see that i still needed them and that i work hard and i am not denying that i still have some faults.. but please just let me breathe....

sorrryyyy....