guilt....

anyeong!

told you for the last days.. that i want to give up and and i even said it to the two girls i met last time... they were the past employees of AL ASEEL, i know that they were not being treated fair.. and that they dont deserve the life they had while working and after working at AL ASEEL.. but what to do??? i have to be unselfish.. i have to think of my family and i have a reason... it just suddenly left my mind..

im thankful for their advices.. but ottoke??
just like what kuya and kha said..let them be, its their own battle...
and i have my own battle too...
which i have to face ..not to escape.. but have to survive..
so GOD i am asking you now.. HELP me to be strong and endure all the things that i should i have to..
even you, have suffered enough but you just accept your fate..so i must accept mine too...
sorry for being a COWARD.....

thanks for giving me my family!!

i just wish GOODLUCK to all of us....