confused confused

omo..

omg, i dunno what to do.. if only there's someone who will take me.. aiisshhh...  carol keeps on reminding me to talk to my boss about my national id here.. but what's on my mind is for me to change work...

what's keeping me pre-occupied for days now is the situation i am with...

if i stay in that damn fucking company....

a. i'll be a total slave
b. i might get heart attack for their shouting
c. i might cause destruction to their property
d. i wont get a whole salary..i'll have deduction monthly
e. it was going to be so tiring
f. i might got insane

and if i go, i will disappoint my family....
i dunno... should i just sacrifice it all..

LORD.. what should i do...??