hope........

haller..

i've talked to christine this morning..she said i can still back down since i dont have the residence visa yet..
its just that i have to pay all the expenses.. waahh..
how much would that be kaya??

i needed to break through....

i am really trying my best.. but still..

the workload are too much.. and the manners and personality of them..
are freaking me out...

christine also told me that even if she's gonna be on my place.. she cant' take it.

should i post a rainbow sign.. is there any hope i can see from the future..
sigh....

LORD is it the final sign for me to back down..
even CHRISTINE can't take it anymore...

huhuhu