waahh... yesterday i was depressed cause i wasnt able to get to see them up close... but today was more frustrating.. i even had fights with my tita... and didnt see any chun and calvin sighting!! waaahh... my stalking was a wrecked!!..... i hate it!!..

i was thinking of giving up my fandomness.!!! waahh but this is my life.. maybe i have to lessen it..... until i could get over it!! my tita was right i wasnt in the right age to do all this... but this is who i am.. it was like trying to kill myself bit by bit!..

i dunno.. i was in the situation of letting go and holding on! i hate myself...
have to have a reality check!!

goonna upload the pic tomorrow its on my mc pa!!


waahhh.... i'd to go!...

konbanwa!!
the new drama which matsumoto jun will be starring!


「みゅうの足（あんよ）パパにあげる」 ~ Myuu no Anyou Papa ni Ageru ~
I will give papa Myuu's legs

Aire Date:30.08.2008

Role: A father who has a intractable disease.

A man of 25 years who has a wife (Karina, from Bambino and Daisuki!) and Myu-chan, his daughter of 2 years old. I't s a story based on a true story of a man with CIDP diesease. He is determined to fight the illness thanks to the support of his wife and Myuu-chan.

It is based on a true story of Yamaguchi Hayato,
A 25 year old man with a wife and 2 year old daughter
who has an uncurable disease called CIDP (chronic inflammatory demyelinating polyneuropathy)
It occurs to 1 in 100,000 people.
The disease makes you lose hand and feet movement, paralysing the nerves,
and sometimes causing respiratory paralysis.

The 2 year old daughter said to her father
"Papa, I'll give half of Myu's legs to you. "

He made a promise after his daughter said this,
"One day, I will hold my wife in my arms tightly and lift up and hug my daughter"
And his fight with the disease began.








credit to tenjostyle@vox and kikinini@vox
Sponichi




















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hmm.. i'm really excited for jun's role.. no more kawaii... role.. this time it will really prove how good his acting prowess are!..
im goona need a box of tissue ... noh.. maybe a towel will do!!..

hey guys!!..

if ever you've got to stumble upon my blog.. please sign this petition for the possible mall show of two romantic princess cast namely wu chun and calvin chen!!..
thanks.. your sign wouldnt take much of your time so please do help us to make it happen!! thanks!!...


http://www.petitiononline.com/ccpinas/petition.html

promo date of wu chun and calvin is on the 12th till 14th of this month!!!

konnichiwa!!


i've listed my blog already in million blog list!! ope there's someone who might come stumble upon and read my not so good blog!! heee heee!!....




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credit to http://www.cassph.org/
for the invi scan!!

yay.. yesterday the PIS k-pop party was held at Manila Film Center..

too bad i forgot to bring my cam... so i wasnt able to took pics...
but the gathering was ubber fun....

VJ isak sang two song and even had a dance number.....



first vids from the k-pop band was being played.. and the fans got so excited yelling for their fave groups.. owkie i wasnt that much aware of the k-pop but i like the ost of the series i dig in!!...

for example i dont know who are the members of DBSK but i like jae joong aka hero.... i just know they sang i believe a ost of a millionaires' first love.. then heard of big bang and shinwa.....

and of course wonder girls.... tell me was really a sensational hit that i can't take it out of my head for a while!!!....

evan sang 2 song.. i dunno what was his first piece .. and then he sang this love by maroon five!waahh.. it was as if i was listening to a k-pop.. it doesnt sounds like pop or an english song nymore.. while he's singing it!!!


some of my friends took pix.. maybe if they upload it.. i'll ask them if i can use it here... !!!

and oh gosh.. while at the exit door.. a PIS crew had an ambush interview.. and we were like ahh... the show was great.. and fun.. we were thanking PIS for making the philippines a part of it!!.. waahhh ... that was really ubber fun.. we are all sweaty and blabbing about how loud the filipino fans are...and then here goes the PIS camera crew... asking us what can we tell about the event... isnt that embarrasing.... we're not prepared.. hahahhaha!!!! we're still safe cause we know it wouldnt be shown in local station!!hahahha!!



credit as labelled
credit to greyhavens@vox

vj isak singing i turn to you!


wow.. the set looks so k-poppish!!!!

and after the k-pop party....

we went to MOA!!! and trandcends to Taiwanese naman!!!.. we're so busy preparing for chun and calvin's visit!!!.. yaya.. ope i could take a pic wit them!!.. FANDOMNESS ATTACKS!!!!!!

nyways... gotta go!!....
all in all it was a really a cool and fun experience .. that we goongnianz shared again!!....


ja ne'!!

konnichiwa!!
me and my goongnianz friends or simply called ourselves adikz, planned to give the romantic cast; Wu Chun and Calvin a special scrapbook of philippine tourist spots and filipino cuisine!
The promo stint will run on the 12 till the 15th of july 2008.

i get bored searching for the filipino cuisine,so i took these test in quizilla.. and iam satisfied with the result!..

Blue
You are calm and controlled. You are also very sweet and get along with others well. Sometimes others do not understand why you are so nice and think you have a hidden agenda. If you do...thats to bad, but if you don't you have nothing to worry about! =]

blue isnt really my fave color but i like it!...

http://www.quizilla.com/quizzes/7281958/what-color-is-your-personality

ja ne'!!

konbanwa!!

this morning..
i've visited my vox.. and read in matsubunny vox that the new cm of jun in pepsi nex zero is already out!!..
i've checked out the pepsi jp site and tadaa.. i was able to rip his cm..

for me this is the most kawaii jun pepsi nex zero cm!!

so hawaiian!!! just look @ the polo!!

plus domyuji ws so yummy here.. waahahhaha!!








pepsi YT Link



ja ne'


personal.....

my auntie arrived today for a montgh long vacation!!...
she isnt had enough money so i understand.. if she dont have much..cause its been only 6 months since she left here....


im just glad she's safe!!!




ciao!!!

konbanwa minna!!

i'll be posting these jdorama first..
since i was so high and addicted with this jdo..
i'be posting its synopsis from dramawiki....
Zettai Kareshi drama wiki



Synopsis
Robot maker, Kronos Heaven, finally develops "Night Tenjo", the perfect male humanoid programmed to be devoted and completely loyal to his lover. The company chooses temp worker Izawa Riko to take part in a 5-day free trial. At first, Riko only sees Night as a household appliance. But when she finds out how deep Night's devotion to herself is, Riko finds herself falling in love with him. Joining the love triangle is Asamoto Soshi, a distinguished young executive at her company who has feelings for her. --Fuji TV

and if you wanted to read the manga first you can find it here


actually this is the first manga i manage to finish... but it was goong that introduce me to read manga..
wahaha..as if i've read many ne'!!

but i enjoyed reading tgis one.. since it is unique and kinda impossible.. but i've read in CR[crunchyroll zk forum] that 40 years from now.. scientist will produce a robot like tenjo!!!
ohh wee.. i wanna order but im too old by that time.....
maybe my grandaughter will do.. hahahhaha!!!!

but let me meet first my partner.. hahahhaa!!!

cast::....

Hayami Mocomichi as Tenjo Night



he already appeared in gokusen 2, rondo, brother beat...
i havent seen him in the said series.. and btw, i've read in his wiki pedia taht he's half pinoy.. her mother was a filipina hail from cavite!!
but i really like him here... he had given justice to the character he portrayed!!! i like it when he blinked his eyes like a robot.. aisshh.. he is after all a robot there...
and wtf.. i cried and sympathize with him!!...
there's these attachment..that really touched my heart!! awwww......


Aibu Saki as Riko Izawa



hmm she have a look-alike in our local artist,Lj Reyes!!!
she's not that pretty but i think she deliver's her role well....
how she sometimes become mean to tenjo.. i didnt know why she have to act like that to tenjo..it was just now i realized that maybe she had fallen for tenjo.. and she was convincing herself that tenjo was just a robot so she shouldnt have feelings for him!!...
i'd like to try her cream puffs too.... :D


Hiro Mizushima as Soshi Asamoto





i've first known him in Hanazakari No Kimitachie...
and he also appeared in Gokusen 2!

some says he loks like jun matsumoto.. maybe because of the stance and the hair...
but both are kawaii!!!!

in the first epi.. i knew that he really has a ting for riko.. its just that he can't further say that he likes her...



arrrgghh.. i cant think ..... i dunno what to add... pa!!

all i know is the manga and the liveaction are great...
its just that the live is more like realistic than the manga.....



please do watch this.. it is a warm and feel good drama.......

here's the OST i found!
credit to d-addicts!


okaeri by ayaka

this is the ending song of the series!
consist of 11 episodes!

download here
Romaji Lyrics:-
okaeri sweetheart
kaeru bashou yeah
ai wo arigatou

mata heiki no furi wo shite
kanashimi no iro wo nuritsubushite
waratte shimaun desu
shinjiru koto no taisetsusa
wakatteru no ni iza to iu toki
utagatte shimau yeah

karappo no karada
nagareru toki ni
fuiteshimaisou ni naru kedo
anata no koto dakishimetai
kono kimochi katsugi ugokasu no

okaeri im home
hitogoto de mitasareru kokoro
okaeri sweetheart
kaeru bashou yeah
ai wo arigatou
sweet home

jibun no koto bakkari wo
kangaeru otona wa zuruin da to
omotteitan desu
demo hisshi ni kaeru koto wo
sakenderu hito mo iru'n da
yatto shitta'n desu

atarimae no shiawase nanka
kono sekai ni hitotsu mo nai
anata no tame, sou omoeta
kono kimochi katsugi ugokasu no

okaeri im home
supiido ga kasokushiteku mainichi
okaeri sweet home
kawaranai zutto aru keshiki
sweet home

sagashite nakushita
kokoro no kizu ga
tachimukau tsuyosa ni kawareta no wa
"okaeri" ga atta kara

okaeri im home
hitogoto de mitasareru kokoro
okaeri sweetheart
kaeru bashou yeah
ai wo arigatou

okaeri im home
daijoubu anata ga iru kara
okaeri sweetheart
mattete ne mou sugu tsuku kara
sweetheart
oh yeah
okaeri...sweetheart


Translation of lyrics:-
welcome home, sweet heart
a place to go home to yeah
thanks for your love

pretending to be alright again
to paint out the color of sadness
i just laugh it off

the importance of believing
even if i understand it
well, there are times when i still doubt

times when my empty body
just flows by
it makes me want to just lie down, but
i just want to hold you
this feelings stab thru me so i can move on

welcome home, im home
with one word my heart is satisfied
welcome home, where love
has a place to go home to yeah
thanks for your love

i used to believe adults think
only of themselves and they are cunning
but there are people desperately trying to go back
even screaming out loud
i finally realized that

there's is no such thing as
one natural happiness in this world
for your sake i was able to realize that
by carrying this feelings i can move on

welcome home, sweet home
accelerating the speed of everyday
welcome home, im home
there will always be this unchanging scenery
sweet home

search for the missing
wound in your heart
thing that made me fight and go on
was because there was a "welcome home"

welcome home, im home
with one word my heart is satisfied
welcome home, where love
has a place to go home to yeah
thanks for your love

welcome back, im home
it's alright because you are here
welcome back, sweet home
keep waiting, because i'm arriving soon
sweet home

oh yeah
welcome back...sweet home

i didnt own the lyrics and the translation..
sorry i forgot where i got this from!!
credit to the one who made this!!

hirs a YT links.... from ZK scenes!!

Okaeri fanvid wit ZK scenes

Official Okaeri MV wit English Subbed

ja ne'~~~~

haay i've started blogging two years ago!!

i started here in blogger ...but sad to say this blog of mine wasnt updated as i want it to be...
i mean i have so many things on my mind to blog about .. but i always forget what to post..... and the thoughts just float by......


haaayy....


now i've been thinking things what i should have to upload here...

1. any moffatts songs/pictures
2. goong/princess hours
3. ju ji hoon
4. eun yoon hye
5. jun matsumoto/arashi
6. yamapi
7. taiwanese stars
8. hayami mokomichi
9. korean/taiwanese and jdorama
10. k-pop, j-pop and taiwanese/chinese pop


there... you go i've made a draft on what i should have to post here!

some ost and synopsis!!.....

i've been digging the zettai kareshi and fated to love series!!

i was thinking of posting my thoughts about every epi but zk ended last week!!....
huhuhu!! so sad!!

i know i didnt have a constructive mind just like the other blogger out there..
but who cares.. im here for my thoughts first and if they came upon stumble of it and have some time to read.... arigato goaimasu!!
and feel free to leave a comment!!.....hahahaha!!!

im not promising that i will try to update every day or post everyday....
though i have the whole time to do it..
but sometimes.. i was kinda lazy ... and dont know where to start!!!

so..... i'll try to put some tonight!!


ja ne'!!!

konbanwa..
as expected manny gives pride to the FIlipino race again by winning a 9 round... against Diaz!!

i wasnt much of a boxing fan cause i easily get affected seeing guys being beat up!!!

but i love watching pacquiao defending his boxing career!!!




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fated to love you's epi 16 was owkie...
there were moments between xin yi and cun xi...
and there's sti;; some dylan's scene!!


anyways..gotta go..
this is just a quick blogging!!..

konbanwa!!

i know i havent posted a blog about this drama..
but just wanted you to know that it ended last night!!...
i havent watched the whole epi yet just the second part and it was a teary eyed ending for me!!..

damn.. this robot make me feel sad.. and he really have my heart squezzed!!

i have finished reading the manga.. but i think the drama is really good though some parts are not the same!!!!
im happy and satisfied wit the live action!!!
but i was hoping that there will be an SP..since most of the jdorama aired have this SP!!...





hir's the ZK cast!!
soshi asamoto, tenjo Night-o and riko izawa!!

okaeri which is the ending song for this drama was my LSS for days!!.....

promise gotta post more about this drama and the taiwanese drama i am really hooked!!

ZOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the news' been in the cyberworld for days now...
and a friend told me that she read it in a fahrenheit site....
but i didnt know that site....errhh!!
all i know was chun's wretch/blog!!!

and i receive a text from the same friend that chun put it on his blog!!!
and right now i am watching the epi 15 of fated to love you in YT..
and i was really in "kilig moments"...

aiyee..if only i can scream for the good news..
though the tv network that his series will be shown arent'
saying anything.. nor deny!!!

ope this promo will pushes true!!

am really so giddy right now!!!


nyways hir's the link for chun's blog!

wu chun's blog

an excerpt from his blog containing his schedule..
Having traveled to various cities in China for the past 2 months, it has given me different feelings and memories. I realized that in many places there are still people who are living a very simple life… Maybe they live their whole life without shopping or entertainment... but still... they do spend time with their family, growing fruits and veges and even selling a big basket of strawberries for only RMB5! Hey, what's wrong with that? Are you able to adapt to this kind of life? Yes or No? Well, when you think of it... that's the life they had ever since they were born into this world. I did approach few and had a short chat with them and they are happy with their life…that's all that matters, isn’t it? It really proves that happiness can be very simple. It's actually up to you if u wants to be happy or not… For me, life in showbiz is very complicated but I guess I am lucky that I am from Brunei and I have always and will try to live a simple life because I think being simple is the key to happiness…Try it ☺ Fight for your happiness like a WARRIOR!
Well, I have been busy focusing on filming my debut movie for the past 2 months and…Tonnnnns of activities coming up and can't wait to meet all of you! YEAH, good good good..hahaa!!!

16 June ~ Beijing for Zespri Kiwi activity
17 June ~ Shanghai for Shanghai Film Festival
21 June ~ Taipei for Zespri Kiwi activity

12 - 14 July ~ Philippines for Romantic Princess promotion – OO, Andito na ako!!!

19 July ~ Kao Siong for Guerlain activity
26 July ~ Taipei for Guerlain activity
24 and 27 July ~ Taipei for Hotshot activity
28 and 29th July ~ Japan for Butterfly Lovers promotion
30 and 31 July ~ Korea for Romantic Princess promotion
2 Aug – Tai Chung for Guerlain activity




credit to chun's wretch

though i wasnt really updated in his blog.. but once i read his blog he never fails to facinate me with his writings!!!

i wish i can be a lil of him when it comes to scribbling things!!....

damn.. i'll be a wu chun addict again!! hahahhaha!!

ja ne!!!

*off to continue watching ftly epi 15*

ohayo!!

and the blabbing about my korean star's continue..
and YEH is next!...

i love this young and bubbly cheeky girl!.

first off i love her in GOONG!! her acting was superb plus the chemistry between him and ju ji hoon was undeniably exceptional.. it is as if very real.. that the two have the same intense emotion with each other especially the epi23 kissu!!!!
the best and hawtt kiss ever......... it was made with emotion and art.. "nde siya bastusin"....

then her CF's was really cute... ~~
the advertisement.... photoshoot was great!

and the girl can sing and dance.. cause she's once been a part of korean pop group "baby vox"

its just that the girl have some troubles in the past... but who wouldnt have'!!
actually when i was in the state of making my blog longer.. it means iam troubled..
yeah... i am worried about my mom's loan..another letter was delivered to us... haaiisshhhhhh..........................

owkie..enough of it. i 'll continue my fandomness!!
it was such a shame that i've only come to know yeh for years... even she's in the entertainment business in korea for a long time.....

but im happy that i've come to know her in GOONG! and that makes my favorite k-drama of all time!!
it was the story and the royal couple that i can't get over with! i love them sooooo!
i wish that they can be a real couple... [or are they???]teehee










this is the various pics of yeh..and the last one was i think her latest!!.. dunno where it is.. might be in paris or japan..
cause she frequent there!!...

anyways.. YEH was nominated for best leading actress.. in TV Morocco..along with other k-stars!..
hm i dunno if she wins..
anyways she wins last month.. or few months back in 44th Baeksang Awards for Best Leading Actress in a Series for Coffee Prince...
aj aja!!..

i cant share some of her pics..cause last week my damn HD broke down..and havent have back ups of my files... d@rn!!!!

anyhoo.. till then..

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Ju Ji Hoon will have another movie and collaborate again with SHIN MIN AH..which he worked before in THE DVIL/Mawang...
aiisshhh why is it them again..how about YEH and JIHUN series!!! damn.. i miss them both.. the last time i saw them together on tv was the MBC 2007 Awards.. they look perfect to each other..both looks good and stunningly beautiful!!

though it was only for a minutes.. i could feel and see in their eyes that there's really something going on...


aiyee.. im off.. to singing.....
..."the look of love......
..." looking through the eyes of love........






ALL PICS ARE CREDIT TO BAIDU!

ohayo..
yyaiikkss.. ive been away for 2 months here..what the effing hell im doing!!....
got many updates from my fave asian artist and what am i doing ..? not writing hir any single article about them...

damn my blog was zero.... im such a lousy blogger!!!.....

im thinking of changing my site name... whatdya tink.. of lousy blogger ne'... demo i am not that really lazy its just that i feel so outdated hir... and shucks i even forgot to update my multiply account too........

nyways hirs a gist of my fave asian artist..:

first off... Oppa jihoon celebrated his birthday last may 16 and fans from japan are lucky enough to attend his Fanmeet in jeju island...
sugoi ne'..such a romantic place...

oppa read a book entitled "the Giving Tree" .. gomen i forgot who's the author but.. the story was such very touching...
ive already read knew the story back then but didnt pay much attention to iot... maybe it doesnt applies to my attitude.. hee hee!!..
owright.. the story was about a boy and a tree....
the boy was very dependent on tree.. until he grows old... and the tree was just so simple..living his life just to help/make the boy happy!!....

this reflects me.. that the tree can be our god who provides things for us....
and can be our parents who guide and nurture us!....

and the boy was represented by ourselves....

JJH reading



and then oppa sang a song too...dunno what was the title but he sang it with emotion...yah he's not good but the effort was there to give entertainment to the people who supports him!!......


JJH singing


and of course the cake blowing!!..wonder was his wishes... whatever it is i do hope it will come true!!.. i just really love the man.. haahaa!




uhhmm... and his movie antique bakery will be shown on the latter month of this year.. aww... the wait was too long.....
and there's been news buzzing the jihun soompi thread that he was ask to act in a korean period drama... entitled.. The Kingdom of Wind... staring Song Il Gook of Jumong.. actually the series is all about the grandson of Jumong..wow isnt that interesting since oppa didnt participated in Gong Hil Dong..... airs last year.. i really wanted him to act in that genre though i wasnt really a fun of a period series.. but if this show will paved his acting skills why not.. though for me he already proven his crafts owredi!!

some pic from his antique movie


Antique Cast





clip from antique movie
Antique interfviews/photoshoot

yay.. and this post of nowhere was really long... im done with oppa's updates....

up next YEH and the rest of my JP daisuki's....

konnichiwa minna!!

how are you..
been spazzing out for days now.. dont really know what i want for now...
wasnt been in any forums or blogging spot!!.....

i feel so lazy and floating! my mind keep on floating around..can't think anything good..and worthy...

i was really spazzing out......
suddenly the intense feelings for jun-kun and oppa jihoon was lessen...i don't know maybe i was kinda bored.. but i know deep inside the likes i have for them was still here and nobody can replace..like the feelings i have for bob moffatt!..
yep..three nights ago.. i met someone who's into moffatts... she was digging SAM(scott andrew moffatt) and of course i told her my kinda close encounter with the M. brothers.... sayang.cause she was still young back then pa daw and besides she lives in a province so it was hard for her to have a possibility to see them! well am i lucky or what that i'm a lil older when the moffatts went here...tee hee.. owkie gotta admit that i was lucky for being old enough to chase them!! haa haa haa!!!
memories flasehes back when me and my girl bud was crazy over them..whoa..anyways were still are its just that they dont have a career now.. but silently supporting them....

and i havent posted clips for matsujun and arashi!! haay..... maybe gotta do the linkie later if i wasnt that lazy to post again!!...

haay..summertime oredi but i still cant find time to have a break.. i was saving money and got many things on mind how to spend it .... waahh i know that i cant buy things i wanted with that such a lil amount of money...
buiness was not doing good cause most of our client was students and since its vacation time..so no students, no client, no money.. sob! sob! sob!

gotta go.. its really a hot weather here...gotta refresh....

mata aumihade ne'

**fujiwara tsubaki**

yep i did get back to my old template cause when i browse my x blog skin.. i can't see my name.. i just saw the details of the designer.... i know it should really have her name but then in was placed in the profile section ...what if my friends or people who might stumble upon my journal would think that it was her's not mine. haa haa haa!!!!.....

been busy these past few days.. gomene for not updating.. i just wanna say that i still have "colds"....sob sob!!!

ooppss.. did i say my account in YT was permanently disabled... dang.. i have put most of my arashi vids there... just when i was having a good time uploading vids... then i will learn that it was taken down.. but i was worried cause mostly vids of arashi performances i put was all rejected through infringement chuvaness... "sigh"..

and about jihoon.. i dunno if his movie was done.. i hope to catch it in a theater but it was going to be way too impossible.... "sigh 2"

and YEH was having this collaboration with Mighty Mouth (MM).. ... hmm..will she get backto her singing career ..?? oh well wherever she's happy .. its cool with me...
anyways the song was entitled Saranghae(i Love You)

Konnichiwa minna!!..
rain is pouring heavily right now and i can feel the loneliness inside me... gotta change the skin of my blog.. i know nobody hit mine.. but still am here to update... looking back on my post still the same..sentiments i have a few years back.. yes..am still single and alone!!...
why did i choose this template simply because that is just how i feel though i wasnt really have the feel of the "emo-ness" that this represents but i do.. feel the "not good enough" emotion!!...
maybe that's why i am stucked in our good ole house!!.....
when will these wings of mine can be used... and live a life of my own.....

anyways..this is connected on the day of my "bewilderment" yep..i got mad and went wild that night... minutes before my birthday... never in my wildest dream i could see myself doing that to someone.. yup.. i came across to an argument with a "screaming faggot" i would say!..
okay this is not the first or the second time i got pissed by this person.... its the third time.. yep third time....
and it all started again with the worth of 6 pesos print!!...
and when he was about to log out.. he ask me if he'll gonna pay for the wrong print... i told him.. of course cause its not my problem...
he then told me that i know nothing and he even say it again... i was like....*boom* what did you say.... who.. the f**ckin' hell are you to tell me that i know nothing... where in fact... you should be the one reponsible in the set up/. of that printed documents... cause yeah.. you know all...you're good at everything..just because your' effing teacher.. gash... i can feel my whole body tremble that i had to let it all out the grudges... i have in me..... i feel like having all the hatered....in the world...... i just can't calm down .. it lasted for minutes...i was really in a ecstatic feeling, the annoyance i've got from him.... the problem with our shop concerning about the viruses that's been pestering our pc! of me having a slight fever the other night...... it all explode and because of him... i've acted crazy on the day of my birthday..which now i prefer to call " my cursed day".. he make that day disgusting and lonely!!.. that's why the whole day i can't even smile...and i even got mad with my mom..which is really bad... sigh!... if only i could turn back the time..i guess this the time i would come back for.... i will gain my composure.. tell him more things in a very calming way!...

and would you believe that he will even fight back to me..knowing that he's still in our house/ he's this stubborb enough to talk back and ... waaahhh... in that very moment i really wanted to punch him with my fist... waaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!........

though i wasnt good in explaining things.. i will forever cherish this incident in my life.. i'll try not to lose my composure again... in this kind of situatio.. i will try my best to act cooly as possible!!...

so now i believe in

here's the pics of yeh in her various new products endorsement..from zippel refrigerator to ray ban eye wear!!....
YEH rocks!!....


and i think this pics from her cy was her latest....

am i seeing the very mysterious ring again which she often uses lately!!....hmm...what's so special about it....was it just really an accessory.... ohh well cant wait for her announcement!!...if ever.....
i know i can be called a stalker but what can i do im a hyoonie fan so i wanted to know some of her stuff.... this is the "fangirling life"!!

anyhoo.. i feel relieved now..since i've been in a bad mood 2 nights ago.. well actually i've posted last night but due to a virus .. i didnt know my pc hang up and my supposed to be entry got lost too bad... i havent posted it.. i thought it this has something like recovery data.. or saving a draft!!...
anyhoo....the post is all about my raging action towards to one of our client.. ....
actually i was in rush typing my journal so i cant put the story yet but i surely post it later or maybe tomorrow or the nest day.. but surely will post it....

so until then!!..

jane'

owkie!!.....i now believe in the saying .. that a person who is reserve and quiet..when loses his/her temper can be so drastic!!... gomen didnt know what was the true saying goes like but i think it was something like this..cause last night minutes before my birthday... i did flared up..... i messed up... .. i cant believe i could have acted like that way last night!!.. i was really really pissed off.. of that screaming faggot who i've encountered!!.. i was in bewilderment and throwing things and even banging on things. seriously i wasnt the type of person who got mad easily.. actually it wasnt the first or second time i've got annoyed with that bastard.... i really feel the anger inside me that i let it out last night.... shit!!.... anyways .. it was all because of that 6 pesos print...... he told me that i know nothing.. i was like zomg!!!!.... who the f***in' hell are you to tell me that i know nothing!!...that's the greatest insult i have ever received in my 28 years of existence in the world...
even me was shocked the way i acted that night.. and im so soory for making my mom feel so nervous... i feel like i was a devil .. maybe because of the prior stress i've been experiencing lately!!... oh god... what have i done.. but i am not regretting the foul words i have given to him cause he deserve it and i think deserve some more.... what i am sorry now was i loss my temper and even made my mom worry!!

i thought i really lost this post... i was just stupid not to see this earlier..anyways since i did this the day after it happened io think this was full of my emotion better post it na lang.. hee hee..!!