Raging Me

owkie!!.....i now believe in the saying .. that a person who is reserve and quiet..when loses his/her temper can be so drastic!!... gomen didnt know what was the true saying goes like but i think it was something like this..cause last night minutes before my birthday... i did flared up..... i messed up... .. i cant believe i could have acted like that way last night!!.. i was really really pissed off.. of that screaming faggot who i've encountered!!.. i was in bewilderment and throwing things and even banging on things. seriously i wasnt the type of person who got mad easily.. actually it wasnt the first or second time i've got annoyed with that bastard.... i really feel the anger inside me that i let it out last night.... shit!!.... anyways .. it was all because of that 6 pesos print...... he told me that i know nothing.. i was like zomg!!!!.... who the f***in' hell are you to tell me that i know nothing!!...that's the greatest insult i have ever received in my 28 years of existence in the world...
even me was shocked the way i acted that night.. and im so soory for making my mom feel so nervous... i feel like i was a devil .. maybe because of the prior stress i've been experiencing lately!!... oh god... what have i done.. but i am not regretting the foul words i have given to him cause he deserve it and i think deserve some more.... what i am sorry now was i loss my temper and even made my mom worry!!

i thought i really lost this post... i was just stupid not to see this earlier..anyways since i did this the day after it happened io think this was full of my emotion better post it na lang.. hee hee..!!