CHUN and CALVIN

waahh... yesterday i was depressed cause i wasnt able to get to see them up close... but today was more frustrating.. i even had fights with my tita... and didnt see any chun and calvin sighting!! waaahh... my stalking was a wrecked!!..... i hate it!!..

i was thinking of giving up my fandomness.!!! waahh but this is my life.. maybe i have to lessen it..... until i could get over it!! my tita was right i wasnt in the right age to do all this... but this is who i am.. it was like trying to kill myself bit by bit!..

i dunno.. i was in the situation of letting go and holding on! i hate myself...
have to have a reality check!!

goonna upload the pic tomorrow its on my mc pa!!


waahhh.... i'd to go!...