yeah i did decided to camp at ccp knowing that i wont get a ticket.. arrgghh.. i just waited the whole day.. but nothing happens... fangirling is really hard~~ if luck wasnt on your side.. ne~~

but im also happy to know that kpop fans here is really huge.... but i think theres biases happen cause a lot of koreans was easily accomodated... aigooo~~

but while waiting on the line.. i think i saw minho~~ please let it be minho although i dont have proofs but im sure my eyes wasnt deceiving me...  the feeling and some features that i clearly saw.. i know its him!!!  anyways i will just savour this vid and be contented~~

shinee's ring ding dong

uwaahh, i had a good sleep but still cant decide if i will going to kpop concert tonight,, cause i wasnt really sure if i can attain a ticket, aigoo... these fan girling was getting in my nerve... and shinee manage to arrive safely last night without taemin..cause he is infected with swine flu,

the guy's reaction was shocked cause many fans showed up last night to welcome them!!
shinee's arrival in Manila.112609

omo, why am i such a bad fan... i've been waiting for this day to greet riida... but then i forgot.... cause of so much anticipation on You're Beautiful finale~~
gomenasai for the shameful post~~

anyways..its still 26th of nov. in our country....

so happy birthday riida~~~

wish you more projects ans bakaness~~

good health.....

muaks~

hate myself again~~

gonna give up, gonna give up~~~

waaahh... this month marks the 60th day of the Phillippines-Korea Friendship..... and to celebrate it.. Shinee of korea will have a free concert on the 27th, and sad to say i still don't have ticket for it... i try my luck in online application in arirang, but i wasnt really lucky to be picked.. huhuhu, i really wanted to joined the said event~~

vj isak tweets that for those who dont have tickets, i hear that you still can come and watch it, i hear that they'll be setting up a tv outside..waaahhh~~~

shinee..so near yet so far~~

not my pic credit as labelled........

ja'~~~

waaaaaaaaahh, why am i like these, im becoming more more of a bummed!!!
ottokasi~~~?????????

i hate it... waaaaaaaahhh~~

when will there be miracles.... ?????


waaaahh!!!

yup i love this series next week will be there last 2 epis~~ sadness!!!

im sorry for not updating~~ but just want you to know im still alive.. and bummed~~
gaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

maa.. everybody knows the disaster happened in Manila ne'~~

the typhoon named *ondoy* hits hard on the manila areas. particularly in marikina, rizal,quezon city,pasig and many other cities... and even within our area..and we're just lucky that our house or street wasnt affected by the big flood


awww.. the rainfall amount during the sept.27 flood tragedy was almost like the rain we supposed to get for the entire month~~~



here are some of the pics flooded within Metro manila~~ i do not own any of these pics just found the flood report here

i think it is in MARIKINA~~ ohhh no.. look at the river on the side..its scary ne'~~come on people... just go to the safest place~~~



MAKATI walkway.. or swimming way~~


TAFT~~ aww i used to always walk there when i was having my OJT~





again here's the more complete flood report LINK


but still there's a good story behind this chaos~~
Brave 18 year old man
Judge on his jetski saving his neighbors


im sorry if i cant help out that much.. but im praying for this disaster not to happen again~~

im just reallly thankful that my friends are safe.. although some are affected by floods~~

until my next update~

everybody in the arashi fanworld are celebrating the arashi's debut day~~ this is the day that marks the 10th year of my fave jpop group

i am not good in photoshop and making videos for them..
yeaha.. i have plans to make but... i really suck~~
eventhough i havent tried it yet~

hmm~~ what did arashi made me so far~~


HAI,they made me go crazy over a boyband again~~~
and i am aware that i wasnt helping them in terms of cd sales~
cause i wasnt able to own any even one cd~~ waaahhh.... im really a bad fan ne'~~

but if i have a chance i will really try my hardest to get all their cd's and stuffs~~ or just half of it but right now i was really tight on budget~~gosshh, money,money,money!!!where areth thou???

i have read many things actually mostly great things about arashi~~
so i have to follow them ne'~~ i know the best thing i should do is make them my inspiration in succeeding in my personal.. find a job~~~sob sob.. i dunno i have blog before how klutz i am~~~ demo... i still dont have the confidence in me~~~

i dunno if this entry was right, cause i have read so many fan journals citing how arashi is to them~~~

i've been in this fandom for 2-3years i guess~~ but arashi always make me smile ..i am saying they didnt do much influence nor make a difference in my life.. but maybe i just missed it~~ see i can say they made me laugh and made me feel happy~~~ although i should look more in a serious perspective way of life...
some fans are thankful for arashi cause they have been enjoying their jobs nor help them to overcome an obstacle..... so maybe someday i can say that also~~ and be really proud of it~~~ but right now i cant say i am a good fan of them!!!

nyways~~ arshi is one hell of a talented and beautiful people in terms of looks and heart so *happy anniversary*

domo arigatou for everything!!

ARASHI~~ gambatte ne'~~~
aishiteru~~

uwaaa...

aug 30 is the birthday of my ichiban in jpop world~~
i surely didnt forget it~~
its just that im planning to made a video for him..but~~
i didnt make it~~ uwaaa..

i am such a bad fan ne'~~ gomene~~

why i am always late posting aboout jun.. it happen last year~~

and now it happen again~~

waaahhh~~

anyways.. i made this pic.. last night~ so i aint late.. just late in blogging.. and greeting him~~

anyways.. the kokuritsu concert is done~~

so many flailings~~





♥
♥
♥

aishiteru MATSUJUN!!


be strong and keep safe always!!!

omo, sorry dad, i really forgot its been two months since you left~~
the date was so fast.. that i did forget about it... gomene'~~

please dad, help me to have more confidence during interviews~~ cause i really screwed up my interview this afternoon~~ arrghh.... i even practiced but when im in front of the interviewee~~ i can speak straignt.. the thoughts were running inside my head~~ but i cant let it voice out~~ pretty please dad.. help me have the courage to speak fluently tomorrow in my other interview~~
we badly needed this job~~

thank you dad~~

BOGOSHIPDA~~~



love you lots~~

ja'~~~


ohh..and the arashi first week final sales at the oricon rangses like 800k~~ omedetou~~ go for the million ne'~~

omg, just wanna let my happiness out~~~~


ARASHI's all the best album top the oricon sales today~~ kyaaaa... omedetou guys!! you deserved it.. working so hard for the past ten years and counting~~


and to bigbang for being in number 2..although the figures are way behind from arashi~~~



arashi got a total of 261076 copies sold this day!!! they even beat up mr.children for having the most number of albums sold for this year~~~



bigbang got 12084 copies~~~


omedetou omedetou~~~



ORICON SALES

and for the last omedetou... is for YEH's My Fair Lady~~

love the story.. such a bitchy girl but there's a reason behind it right~~~




and of course~~

to kwon jiyong-sshi, belated saeng il chuka hamnida!!
better known as G-Dragon of Big Bang~~
and omedetou for his heartbreaker solo album.. i love it!!!




gomene' ne its fangirling again!!!

nyways... im really happy for them!!!

arashi--- gambatte!!!
bigbang and YEH hwaiting!!!

muakssss~~~

aug 4, marks the day of my father's 40th day sleeping peacefully, we went to his grave to visit him offered prayers and lights~~ sorry dad, we didn't bring flowers, but we didn't intentionally forget it.....

dad, wherever you are i hope your with tatay,nanay and kuya marvin~~~ please watch us and help us in our coming problems~~

dad, i still regret the day you left us for not hugging you tightly cause it didn't crossed my mind that it will be last day i can express my love and gratefulness to you for bringing me here on earth together with mom~

i know i failed and wronged you but truly here in my heart i love you, its just that i feel that the time is too short for me to realize the sacrifices and the love you gave me~~

dad, i hope you're happy together with our beloved relatives who also left behind early and god our creator~~~

don't worry about us...
you've suffered enough~

thanks and sorry for everything~~

we missed and loved you~~

your memories will always be treasured and remains in our hearts~

its already a month passed since dad leave us behind~~ i remember clearly that i wasnt expecting him leaving us so soon and unprepared~~

i am not alarmed at all that he cant surpass he's condition~~~

i believe that he's strong enough to survive, maybe god has plans~~

i am still not much open how i feel about his lost although i expresses my sadness and hurts still i cant put into words how i feel everytime i think about him~~

all things around here, reminds us of him, i dunno.... i can feel that he's still watching over us... maybe it was just my yearning for him... that when midnight strikes~~ i can hear some noise.. cause its been years that my dad always remind me to sleep early~~ but what can i do~~ im a late sleeper~~


dad~~ we missed you !!
we love you~~



dont worry about us~~

god is good~~ i know he knows why this things happens!!

ja'~~~~~

wow, dara's teaching her band mates tagalog words are so cute~~~

2ne1 fighting~~


love these girl groups. just like big bang.. love their style and their music~~

13th Nikkan Sports Drama GP

wanna congratulate jun for winning as best actor and the smile cast for best drama~~

here's the winner list~~
★ Best Drama Award
#1. Smile ~ 2649
#2. Mr. Brain ~ 1944
#3. The Quiz Show ~ 1805

★ Best Actor Award
#1. Matsumoto Jun (Smile) ~ 2767
#2. Kimura Takuya (Mr. Brain) ~ 2067
#2. Sakurai Sho (The Quiz Show) ~ 1902

★ Best Supporting Actor Award
#1. Kiichi Nakai (Smile)
#2. Yokoyama Yuu (The Quiz Show)
#4. Shun Oguri (Smile)

★ Best Supporting Actress Award
#1. Aragaki Yui (Smile)
#2. Haruka Ayase (Mr. Brain)
#5. Maya Miki (The Quiz Show)

and i have just finished watching mr.brain.. and i feel that it has a cliff hanger, you know, takei san was involved in the last case... and tsukomo-san's brain still unfigured.. i wanna know how did he become genious after his accident on the first episode~~~~


and gomenasai cause i havent finished watching smile and the quiz show~~


ja'~~

konnichiwa~~

just wanna greet 2 of my college buddies a happpy birthday~~
first my bestfriend louise a belated bday last 15th of july and julie on the 21st~~

i've been so lazy posting things .. and updating what i truly feels right now~~

phew, i really dont know where to start... my mind still keep on floating~~
we started, our own lil business food again..... its just doing quite alright but still it can covered the financial crisis we're having right now and my dad's SSS documents for his burial fund isnt fixed yet..........

really missed my dad~~
i've been having dreams about him, but i am really aware in my dreams that he was already dead, but we're mingling like he wasnt~~ dad.. if you have something to say im listening~~~ since before you passed away we havent spoke seriously cause your death was really sudden and your remaining days here on earth, you dont have the strength to talk to us~~ we love you dad.... im holding on the time that im asking you to eat and talk to us... sorry if i havent seen these coming~~



talk to it later~~

ja~~~

its on the 26th of june, between 1:30-2:00 am , that my dad, left us behind for good~~
i was still really shock although i have blog before my angst against him, but it was really hurts us that he left so sudden~~~

i am praying and really hope that he's happy wherever he is now.. sorry and i love you so much dad... i hope that you feel it .........

hountoni arigato~~~

thanks for everything~
arigato gozaimashita~
kamsahamnida!!
i love you dad!!!!

kyaaa~~~~

last friday the 45th baeksang awards was held, darn why do i have to get sick in that special event~~

i didnt catch the broadcast on the online streaming , and when i woke up saturday morning, my fone is already filled with my co adikz text, chatting about the said event~~

and truly it is a much awaited for us the hyoonies~~~

why?? because both oppa jihun and yoon eun hye attended the event~~
and what surprises us really is that the two was sitting opposite each other in one table

omg~~~ that's so ubberly *kilig*~~




credt shin@soompi for the giffy
and dc for the pic~~

omg~~~ jihun and yeh are speaking with each other~~

more spazzing from my xanga

the stupid pic uploader dont want me to upload pics~~


winners~~
for tv:
LEE MIN HO- best newcomer actor[boys over flowers]
KIM HYUN JOONG- Popularity [Male]

for movie:
JOO JI HOON - Popularity [Male]

hey yeahh~~~ im happy i was able to go to church and have my forehead marked with the ashes~~
so simple ne' but for the past couple of years i failed to do such christian responsibility~~ yeah i was a bad christ follower, and sometimes being an atheist crossed my mind.. i dunno, maybe i see something wrong with my other relatives who was, i would have to say very religious~~ she's always at the church....... but she has this attitude~~ that's kinda unbearable ~~


sigh~~~~


hontoni arigato for this day~~

awww~~ and i have to say beelated birthday to my beloved mother~~~ last feb.21~~ gomene ne~~



since she loved mint green , if i would have money i would buy her this kind of cake~~

SARANGHAEYO OMMA~~~