one month had passed~~

its already a month passed since dad leave us behind~~ i remember clearly that i wasnt expecting him leaving us so soon and unprepared~~

i am not alarmed at all that he cant surpass he's condition~~~

i believe that he's strong enough to survive, maybe god has plans~~

i am still not much open how i feel about his lost although i expresses my sadness and hurts still i cant put into words how i feel everytime i think about him~~

all things around here, reminds us of him, i dunno.... i can feel that he's still watching over us... maybe it was just my yearning for him... that when midnight strikes~~ i can hear some noise.. cause its been years that my dad always remind me to sleep early~~ but what can i do~~ im a late sleeper~~


dad~~ we missed you !!
we love you~~



dont worry about us~~

god is good~~ i know he knows why this things happens!!

ja'~~~~~