aisshh, me and kuya went to the travel agency where they get my visa and extend it again for a month.. she said to pick it up next week.. she will call us when is the exact date.. aigoo..its 1300dhms.. waahh.. im so baon na with credits...dame dame much ko ng utang kay kuya and kha!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh
was thinking of talking to mam elsie to please reconsider my application since i did passed the first interview..haaayy... shucks this stupid mouth of mine..

i recieved a call... i have an interview at a restaurant at abu dhabi mall..kyaaa,, please make this my dream job na..waaahhh please naman po..sorry if i was makulit..huhuhuhuhu...

and guess what pic that i saw... shared by dekya@plurk..

seeee seeeeeeeeeeeeee... ARASHI!!omfg!! the guys are adorable.. i soooooo love jun's hair!!!and aiba's hair looks sho's hairstyle before..love love the boys!!!

and guesss what big bang song at eat bulaga, waaahh hear this clip..i recorded it..
awesome big bang


ja'..........

huhuu.. i screwed up again.. god why am i like this!!?? huhuhhhhuuu...

also heard that there's a typhoon back at home.. omo..god please keep the filipino family safe and unharmed.and even last night they said that an earthquake occured with the a 6.2 intensity..waahh please keep them safe always!!

woorkkkk wooorkk please come to me!!!...

thank you lord for everyday that we can wake up!!

ja'!

yesterday was a happy day.. we have our picnic in heritage park, we were able to succeed in making the charcoal afire for 30 minutes..phew, we grilled some fish, hotdog, and eggplant for our brunch.. yumminess all over,,then have some picture taking....thanks...to my bro and sis in law carol..i was able to experience these kind of things..although i still feel un ease for not having a job yet..

oops..speaking of job...waahh i failed in my interview again, damn this excel.... i really forgot the formulas.. sayangness to the max.. nakakahiya sa friend nila kuya.. jenny sorry talaga..waaahhh.... ung lang eh..okay na ata sa interview ng pagdating sa excel..powteeekk nakalimutan bigla.waahhhhh!! sayang talaga!!haayyyss..

siguro i was being pushy in that field, maybe i was really for hospitality not for clerical jobs..i was just being so full of myself..anyways i have interview tomorrow, actually my second interview at bloomsbury..come on please...lord..make this interview a success..this is it!!

thanks..

ciao!♥♥♥

last night, we went and eat out at a chinese restaurant..arrgghh... so where's the diet, if ganito kami palagi.. anyway, the foods are very tasty and the price is reasonable enough.. yumminess all over!!

aissshhh.... i really feel being a burden , goosshhh.. huhuhuhhu.........

today i just email some cv.. and got the email add.. of which tita' loy was talking about.i hope she can help me noh..waaahh.. do i really have to plead na ba para i can have a job.. waaaahh...  omo.....

so here's the only thing that keeps me going..is to never lose hope.........
so i promise that i will never succumb into darkness.. my LORD!

please enjoy the vid, waahh kyu has owned my sj bias...  i soo love his voice and personality is so cool!! omo, im so torn in sj.......love the lyrics too..

ja'...

last night a co. called me that i didnt attached/send my cv but i did email him.. i ask him what co. he is.. he just said a catering co. and i saw the post at thee dubizzle site.. yeah i did visit the site every morning to check for their  vacancy news.. hmm.. i have sent many cv already and i dunno what co. he is.. anyways i did resend for Tablez Food Company, i hope it is them.. then at night i received an email from my bestfriend, louise.. that they'll be conducting an interview today at f & b; department, although im still thinking if i should respond..cause i know i wont be able to make it... so i just send my cv to jinky her good friend who are willing to help me include my cv for the interview.. but i also told her that i dont think i cant come on the interview but either way i did email her my cv.

is it right for me to let go  of that opportunity,, huhhuhu... im reallly not feeling good ne'......  i feel really sucks!! arrghg..........


feels so sorry towards my loved ones!!!  waaaaaaaaah

and i also emailed again jam cause the address that i typed is incorrect.. haaayyzz.. sighing... waaah!!

yesterday i went building to building under the heat of the sun.. but i wasnt able to pass any cv, why?? because i was like so beggar.. im not presentable enough. and i cant see any offices..anyways i dunno where did it landed me but..it was sooo far away..like in bite rite ... waaaahh.. i really regret my opportunity in that company..why oh why.. i went to alfalah plaza..and manage to spent 8dhs.. and then since the grocery isnt complete i have to stopped by at alwahdah mall pa.. haaissshh its so hot.. that my shoes almost gave up on me.. it was ripped at the middle.. oh god....


and then at the mall.. i was hesitant to ask ms.elsie if i did passed the interview or flunked again..huhuhhuu... i did sit at the bench and rest first for 20minutes.. i guess..

and went to lulu grocery,and happen to see koreans..actually a family of koreans without appa... just omma,and her 2 kids.. the younger kid..i think she was like 9 or 10.. i said to her.. annyeong and she smiles.. waahh i want to take picture with her sana eh.. next time na lang.. i think i can still see her...i wish..diba.. hehhe.. i think i spent 20.35dhs.. and i get 25dhms from kuya... ayon...

hayy.. what should i cook nga ba?? chicken with tomato.... yummy.. ilang days na ko nde ng lulunch...


brb!!

huhuhhuu... how many days left,,, and my visa will expire still im a jobless and useless person in AUH!! huhuhuhu!! omoooo... what am i capable ba??? i did try my best during interviews but why they cant seem to see my sincerity in applying.. everyday i was like floating and when the night comes.. here we go again.. ill be crying in my bed.. pretending that im sleeping.. (kwenchana, kwenchana) is it..really alright??..... im more sorry to my brother and sister in law.. they've been investing so much..but nothing seems to pave  their way..(mianneyo, mianhe)


am i falling into depression..oh no..please..save me lord.... i still believe in you... im not the only one who has been experiencing this right.. omoooooo....
i have no one to talk to about this..im still depending on cyber rant.. huhu..its a good thing that this is accessible here..if not..where should i post this dramatic rant! i cant flail on my fangirl world because i have to face reality first.... huhuhuhu..it was really such a shame on me...... LORD PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE  help.. i BADLY REALLY REALLY need a job!!

CHONGMAL KAMSAHAMNIDA! thank you so much...♥♥♥

hello...

yesterday me and my sis-in law carol... went building to building to pass in my cv....  kyaaaa.. carol...thanks so much for the effort and support that you and kuya was giving me.... i was able to passed by at domino's pizza office and of course taking the courage with carol's encouragement... i've got the first offer..as a csr.. but the salary being offered is kinda low and plus the visa will going to be shouldered by me..so it is still kind of a burden....but anyways .....

and then i've got a call from a i think it is an agency.. that i'll be having an interview at dubai, for a 5 star hotel in abu dhabi..since we were outside and i cant understand much the caller i passed the phone to carol and the caller asked ..if i cant speak english, oh man... its you that i cant understand  girl.....so the interview is gonna be on the 20th at the jumeirah...





then off to my second interview at alwahda mall, Bloomsbury , it is a cupcake/cafe ... the interior is elegant and clean..the interviewee is a pinay.. omo..thank god!! she's beautiful and seems nice.. like a cool person..easy to get along with... anyways i have so many regrets pa rin on this interview... arrgghh.. why does the knowledge flashes so late.. but i can say that all her question was answered by me..but i still worry about the outcome..i cant say that ive given my best during the interview but please god..i know its not too much to ask right..she says that i should wait for a week..waaaahh.. i really badly, needed a job right now.. what the heck im doing i've been messing up since i came here..sigh....  anyways god pleassseee...



ciaooo...

omo, hiyeeee.. dear...

its almost two weeks since i've started looking for a job and still..waaahh lord help me please.. why i do stutter and forget my english..waahh i have to become comfortable ne' i've been practicing so hard ..but still why i feel like an idiot pa rin.. and utter words of non-sense!! whhhyyyy.. its not because i lack the knowledge..maybe its still the confidence man... shiiiittt...

the other day i have this interview for the position of waitress.. and guess what i did flunked.. again..???? anyways.. they were two guy interviewee..and i dunno their nationality but they talk in their native tongue..so i was just there sitting ... and then they close the door..and started asking me... about my previous jobs.. and the the other interviewee asked me a demostration in order taking as i stand up..of course im nervous ne'... oh my god i did forget many things.. and then ..that's it the interview i think lasted 6-10 minutes.. and i was really nervous that time...they were kind of arguing..maybe the one had passed me and the other seems not convinced..so i presumed i did not get it.. today i have also a interview about foods again.. omo... so wish me goodluck.... i really need a life..a job....... waaaaaaaaaaaaahhh...



till then....

aja..aja.. hwaiting!! gambatte ne'!!!!!!!!!!

have my interview kanina..still no luck,, i dunno why.. he says na he can offer me a work in dubai.. hmm.. should i grab i8t.. waaahh ewan..sana lang i contact ako ulit.. ciao

annyeong..yesterday..i went mallling with my long time friend... weeh so happy to have spent an entire day with her... we just ate burgers and chit chat a lot!!!! too bad time is limited cause she have to travel back for 2 hours or more... and she has a duty the next day!! nyway it was so much fun seeing and spending time with her.. we promise to see each other next week, and it was me naman will go to her place.. yahhh... ang tapang noh..as if i know this place eh.. anuverss


waaahh i flunked my interview..kasi naman alang alam..haaayyz... kuya and kha sorry to troubled you so much!!!!! basta i can repay you someday..just please just be patient and dont lose hope on me!! thanks..

phewwwww.....

annyeong.. its been five days since im here in abu dhabi,, i appreciate this city na.. although siyempre i have some negative reimarks..firstly.. baho ng mga peeps, hirap ako intindihin english nila..ohmmmooo... please lord help me out.. i need you more pa... sorry for being such a clingy...waaaahhhh.....

im so thankful for my family..they been supporting me all throughout..especially kuya mike and his wife.. thanks a lot.. it is deeply appreciated, someday i can give back those utang na loob.

neweiz.. gotta go..

ohayo... its been 3days since i came here in my brother's place...... its a good feeling ne'... although i kinda have a culture shock.. the people here have a sharp eyes that scares me.. arrgghh.. and their smell..oh god.. please help me stand it... kuya shows different side of him..he's willing to splurge on me.... sayang lang i was so fat that i cant find clothes that fits me.. anyways we've been eating pilipino foods since i came here.. i love the malls here..there's so many shops having sales/low prices...

waaah LORD, thanks for the safe trip and may you BLESSES us more...

DAD help me rin to find a job here..cause mom needs to be pampered... she doesnt deserve the life she has right now.. and im really thankful to both of you who have given me life..that until now i didnt cherished it deeply.. please let me be of good use!!  aja aja.. FIGHTING!!!!

to my kuya and sister in law carol.. thanks for the opportunity.. i am indebted to you guys.. so please bare with me a little more..

ilovelife...
ilovemyfamily...
ilovemyfriends..
iloveyouall...
and most especially

ILOVEYOU LORD!

omo... how many hours na lang..and its my flight to Abu Dhabi na... ope i can fly without any problems..lord guide me!!!!! im so excited and at the same time lil nervous but i shouldnt have to show that side of me.. needed to be confident and cool!! waaahh fangirling diet ito!! nyways its been a happy experience being one and i wont ever regret it.. hahha..as if naman i would give it up..i just going to focus my life first and then.. ill be back...

soo..chalja....

waahh its been days since the start of the rain..although the news says that typhoon falcon will leave the philippine responsibility today but ..it was raining so hard the whole day... lord please let it stop.... so many floods everywhere and as we watch the news that there's a twister in new manila.... waaahhh..its so scary!!! just hope that nobody will get hurt anymore... as i was typing... right now the rain already stop and hope it will not start to fall again!!! no ondoy repeatition please.......

wahhh..its raining again...............................

finally.. my long awaited PP.. delivered a day late.......
my stairway to a new life.....

the book that i will really treasure..

minna.. how are you?? just changed my layout here... maybe i've got tired on it or maybe it was just now that i was able to visit you.. omo........

and guess what it is related to korean stuff.. hehhhee!!! im such a fangirl.. im into a drama lately i have been following 6 dramas for 2months and i love every bit of the episode!!!~~ ill be tackling about it in my future entries!!~~

chalja.. <3 ♥♥♥

annyeong!
i know i've already posted an entry today but i will again.. cause right now at this very moment  this is how i feel...
i'm happy cause my brother send an email that he will help me in getting a job abroad, omo... i feel happy and nervous too at the same time cause i really really have a big problem when the interviews come.. over the past year i think i become more worst, i stutter, my mind went blank and can't talk what's on my mind.. argghh, i really hate this side of me... so please Lord... i know there's much more bigger problems going around the world, but please just for this one.. don't let me screw up.. i badly needed this opportunity... please help me to keep calm so that i can answer fully what the interviewee were going to ask... whewwwww.. i hate this sulky feeling.. aja aja for me!!!

and i also try the kgb survey and guessed what after my third try.. this is what i've got!..
please let my life move on the brighter side, help me lord! im really really nervous...

ope this pushes through.. i mean hope i can get through.... i have to do something on my life! i've been a bum for a decade.. and i really feel sucks.  gossshhh.... HELP please!!

thanks!!!!

omo, the news about the japan's earthquake and tsunamis was so so alarming! the videos and news being shown was so scary, let's all pray for the safety of the Filipino workers working over on that side of the country.. and of course for the Japanese race, that they can soon overcome the tragedy that their nation had experienced today!  Maybe it is a wake up call for all of us, to start afresh and think about what we are doing in our daily life.

Let's keep on solemnly praying and dont lose hope that GOD is here with us, and won't let us down! instead of pointing fingers and thinking some crazy thoughts about the reason why it happened, let's just give the Lord above our full attention.  I feel so sorry to the victims and injured in the said calamity.  Let's just keep on praying minna!  Keep safe.... keep calm..keep praying...

kyaaa...  another number add up into my age again...

just wanna say im grateful for the lord until today he has been here with me....and helping me cope up the trials and challenges i've encountered everyday!!

thank you for giving me a family who values me.....friends who remembers me and to all the people i have interact with....

aja.. everyone!!
think positive..
keep safe and healthy!!
always have a grateful heart.....

i hope i could meet that someone.. somewhere...someday! ♥♥♥

Thanks be to GOD!

ayon, anyeong, konbanwa, hello!!!!!

omo, how many months had passed nb? what type of a  blogger i am ba? im lacking much noh...
nyways update on my fangirl world, still am a fan but not that much... cause you know still struggling for katching..

aisshh, dang the net i have is so slow....