2nd day of depression

last night a co. called me that i didnt attached/send my cv but i did email him.. i ask him what co. he is.. he just said a catering co. and i saw the post at thee dubizzle site.. yeah i did visit the site every morning to check for their  vacancy news.. hmm.. i have sent many cv already and i dunno what co. he is.. anyways i did resend for Tablez Food Company, i hope it is them.. then at night i received an email from my bestfriend, louise.. that they'll be conducting an interview today at f & b; department, although im still thinking if i should respond..cause i know i wont be able to make it... so i just send my cv to jinky her good friend who are willing to help me include my cv for the interview.. but i also told her that i dont think i cant come on the interview but either way i did email her my cv.

is it right for me to let go  of that opportunity,, huhhuhu... im reallly not feeling good ne'......  i feel really sucks!! arrghg..........


feels so sorry towards my loved ones!!!  waaaaaaaaah

and i also emailed again jam cause the address that i typed is incorrect.. haaayyzz.. sighing... waaah!!

yesterday i went building to building under the heat of the sun.. but i wasnt able to pass any cv, why?? because i was like so beggar.. im not presentable enough. and i cant see any offices..anyways i dunno where did it landed me but..it was sooo far away..like in bite rite ... waaaahh.. i really regret my opportunity in that company..why oh why.. i went to alfalah plaza..and manage to spent 8dhs.. and then since the grocery isnt complete i have to stopped by at alwahdah mall pa.. haaissshh its so hot.. that my shoes almost gave up on me.. it was ripped at the middle.. oh god....


and then at the mall.. i was hesitant to ask ms.elsie if i did passed the interview or flunked again..huhuhhuu... i did sit at the bench and rest first for 20minutes.. i guess..

and went to lulu grocery,and happen to see koreans..actually a family of koreans without appa... just omma,and her 2 kids.. the younger kid..i think she was like 9 or 10.. i said to her.. annyeong and she smiles.. waahh i want to take picture with her sana eh.. next time na lang.. i think i can still see her...i wish..diba.. hehhe.. i think i spent 20.35dhs.. and i get 25dhms from kuya... ayon...

hayy.. what should i cook nga ba?? chicken with tomato.... yummy.. ilang days na ko nde ng lulunch...


brb!!