aug 4, marks the day of my father's 40th day sleeping peacefully, we went to his grave to visit him offered prayers and lights~~ sorry dad, we didn't bring flowers, but we didn't intentionally forget it.....

dad, wherever you are i hope your with tatay,nanay and kuya marvin~~~ please watch us and help us in our coming problems~~

dad, i still regret the day you left us for not hugging you tightly cause it didn't crossed my mind that it will be last day i can express my love and gratefulness to you for bringing me here on earth together with mom~

i know i failed and wronged you but truly here in my heart i love you, its just that i feel that the time is too short for me to realize the sacrifices and the love you gave me~~

dad, i hope you're happy together with our beloved relatives who also left behind early and god our creator~~~

don't worry about us...
you've suffered enough~

thanks and sorry for everything~~

we missed and loved you~~

your memories will always be treasured and remains in our hearts~

its already a month passed since dad leave us behind~~ i remember clearly that i wasnt expecting him leaving us so soon and unprepared~~

i am not alarmed at all that he cant surpass he's condition~~~

i believe that he's strong enough to survive, maybe god has plans~~

i am still not much open how i feel about his lost although i expresses my sadness and hurts still i cant put into words how i feel everytime i think about him~~

all things around here, reminds us of him, i dunno.... i can feel that he's still watching over us... maybe it was just my yearning for him... that when midnight strikes~~ i can hear some noise.. cause its been years that my dad always remind me to sleep early~~ but what can i do~~ im a late sleeper~~


dad~~ we missed you !!
we love you~~



dont worry about us~~

god is good~~ i know he knows why this things happens!!

ja'~~~~~

wow, dara's teaching her band mates tagalog words are so cute~~~

2ne1 fighting~~


love these girl groups. just like big bang.. love their style and their music~~

13th Nikkan Sports Drama GP

wanna congratulate jun for winning as best actor and the smile cast for best drama~~

here's the winner list~~
★ Best Drama Award
#1. Smile ~ 2649
#2. Mr. Brain ~ 1944
#3. The Quiz Show ~ 1805

★ Best Actor Award
#1. Matsumoto Jun (Smile) ~ 2767
#2. Kimura Takuya (Mr. Brain) ~ 2067
#2. Sakurai Sho (The Quiz Show) ~ 1902

★ Best Supporting Actor Award
#1. Kiichi Nakai (Smile)
#2. Yokoyama Yuu (The Quiz Show)
#4. Shun Oguri (Smile)

★ Best Supporting Actress Award
#1. Aragaki Yui (Smile)
#2. Haruka Ayase (Mr. Brain)
#5. Maya Miki (The Quiz Show)

and i have just finished watching mr.brain.. and i feel that it has a cliff hanger, you know, takei san was involved in the last case... and tsukomo-san's brain still unfigured.. i wanna know how did he become genious after his accident on the first episode~~~~


and gomenasai cause i havent finished watching smile and the quiz show~~


ja'~~

konnichiwa~~

just wanna greet 2 of my college buddies a happpy birthday~~
first my bestfriend louise a belated bday last 15th of july and julie on the 21st~~

i've been so lazy posting things .. and updating what i truly feels right now~~

phew, i really dont know where to start... my mind still keep on floating~~
we started, our own lil business food again..... its just doing quite alright but still it can covered the financial crisis we're having right now and my dad's SSS documents for his burial fund isnt fixed yet..........

really missed my dad~~
i've been having dreams about him, but i am really aware in my dreams that he was already dead, but we're mingling like he wasnt~~ dad.. if you have something to say im listening~~~ since before you passed away we havent spoke seriously cause your death was really sudden and your remaining days here on earth, you dont have the strength to talk to us~~ we love you dad.... im holding on the time that im asking you to eat and talk to us... sorry if i havent seen these coming~~



talk to it later~~

ja~~~

its on the 26th of june, between 1:30-2:00 am , that my dad, left us behind for good~~
i was still really shock although i have blog before my angst against him, but it was really hurts us that he left so sudden~~~

i am praying and really hope that he's happy wherever he is now.. sorry and i love you so much dad... i hope that you feel it .........

hountoni arigato~~~

thanks for everything~
arigato gozaimashita~
kamsahamnida!!
i love you dad!!!!

kyaaa~~~~

last friday the 45th baeksang awards was held, darn why do i have to get sick in that special event~~

i didnt catch the broadcast on the online streaming , and when i woke up saturday morning, my fone is already filled with my co adikz text, chatting about the said event~~

and truly it is a much awaited for us the hyoonies~~~

why?? because both oppa jihun and yoon eun hye attended the event~~
and what surprises us really is that the two was sitting opposite each other in one table

omg~~~ that's so ubberly *kilig*~~




credt shin@soompi for the giffy
and dc for the pic~~

omg~~~ jihun and yeh are speaking with each other~~

more spazzing from my xanga

the stupid pic uploader dont want me to upload pics~~


winners~~
for tv:
LEE MIN HO- best newcomer actor[boys over flowers]
KIM HYUN JOONG- Popularity [Male]

for movie:
JOO JI HOON - Popularity [Male]

hey yeahh~~~ im happy i was able to go to church and have my forehead marked with the ashes~~
so simple ne' but for the past couple of years i failed to do such christian responsibility~~ yeah i was a bad christ follower, and sometimes being an atheist crossed my mind.. i dunno, maybe i see something wrong with my other relatives who was, i would have to say very religious~~ she's always at the church....... but she has this attitude~~ that's kinda unbearable ~~


sigh~~~~


hontoni arigato for this day~~

awww~~ and i have to say beelated birthday to my beloved mother~~~ last feb.21~~ gomene ne~~



since she loved mint green , if i would have money i would buy her this kind of cake~~

SARANGHAEYO OMMA~~~

yep, its my __years of existence in this planet~ thank you for giving me time to thank you for this day~~~

i know that i wasnt valuing life that i should have been, you would say that i was wasting the opportunity to experience the wonderful and the miracle of life~~~


my wish for my natal day is for my family's safety and good health~~ may you showered us more blessing and help us to be strong in all the struggles and problem we're gonna experience throughout the year~~~


KAMSAHAMNIDA~~~~~

EUNTEUK greetings just made my day~~


and NEWS singing to me ~~ kyaaa~~~~



hey, a girl can dream ne'~~~~

and it took me over a year to post again~~ wahahha.. i love it the new bg/theme there.. okay ill import my post here .. there..so i will be maintaining this blog, xanga and multiply..kyaa~~ i hope nde ko nga makakaligtaan..anyways vids.. will be updated in my yt account pa rin~~ tapos sa multiply.. i havent updated my photo album..aissshhh~~~ bahala na~~ basta ill try things to keep balanced in psoting~~ waaaa~~

gomen ne~~~ for not being so organized~~



anyways~~ its already hearts day here..so i wanna great minna a~~ happy Valentines~~

muahhhh~~~~~~~~


ciao~~

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omg~~~ isnt jun-kun new series isnt enough for the the good news for today... kekeke... Minna.. zettai kareshi will have an SP..yatta .. yatta~~ NIGHT-0... haymissuu~~~~~ okaeri!!!


The story will take place three years after Hiro's character, Soshi, went to Paris with Riiko. It will show how after the two of them return Naito suddenly appears in their lives again...


to read more.. go to this link

ohh.. and i did change mg BG~~
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ it ne~~~

this is a random arashi videos i wanna share minna~~

ARASHI:

Beautiful Days PV
credit to arashianfiles@lj



download here

i love this PV cause of the animation..sugoi ne' the wings and the tears that appeared..



the making of au nino cm
AU NINO CM[60minutes]
AU JUN CM[60minutes]
the making of jun au cm



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kyaa.. new series for jun matsumoto.. he'l be palying half japanese and half filipino!...

to be air in APRIL~~

EHHHH, half filipino.. sugoi ne'~~~~

i hope the pd/staff in charge in the series will consider.. the t hought of jun' to visit the country where his dad came from since.. i've read that the story will be about the human love story...and the secret behind their smiles and the past.

most of the crew was from hanadan .. wow... i hope for a very good production...


"Jun kun plays a young man "Vito" born between Japanese mother who is missing and Philipino father who past away.
Although he has complex held in his personal history,
but he is bright and active and he always kept smiling face.
Aragaki Yui plays a girl "Hana"
Though she become the aphonia(inability to speak) for a certain event, she has dazzling smile like the sun.
It's a human love story which brings up human love through their secret hidden in their smiles and the past.
News paper said he will have straight hair for this role to give an exotic look.
Setoguchi Producer and Satake san is a writer for this drama

Jun kun's comment:
I am very honored to involved in this work.
I know it's a tough character to play but I want to make this character with a reality and full of humanity.
I'm so exciting to play with Nakai san!
I am so looking forward to it.
I think that I would like to learn a lot of things (from Nakai san) on the set.
I met Aragaki Yui san by chance in the studio the other day,
and we exchange word, saying that "Let's do our best!"
Most of the staffs are from Hanadan. So we have strong teamwork.
I have a feeling this drama will be amazing "


credit kikinini@vox




waahhh.. reality ~~~ nothing can be real if JUN will SHOOT some scene in THE PHILIPPINES~~ *______*

waahh aragaki yui..was really lucky.. it was nino and ryo before.. now its.. JUN~~

im kinda annoying ne'... just alwanys. ranting and rambling.. but never did anything to improve or make a differece in my life~~~


pakyuuuu... adik na adik na ko sa mga bagay bagay na hinde ko naman kayang pangatawanan~~~ nakakatawa di ba??? hinde ko man lang naisip na sa aking pag tanda ay isa pa rin akong *fangirl* ... uu, ito ang ngpapasaya sakin... although i have never experience such a really good love story... haay bakit ba ko ngmamaktol ngaun dahil ba sa tatanda na naman ako.. uu.. malapit na ko mawala sa kalendaryo.. pakyuuu talaga~~~~
pero sa pagiging *fangirl* talaga umikot ang buhay ko~~~~


haaay.. its not that im wanting to stop... naawa lang ako sa sarili ko kasi alam ko naman hinde ko matutustusan ito.. forever na lang ba ako maiingit sa mga fans na kaya nilang suportahan ang kaadikan nila.. sa totoo lang naman.. nde naman ako ganun kaawa awa.. kung makikipagtulungan lang naman ang mga kasama ko sa buhay,, waahh ang adik diba, kelangan bang sisihin din ang mga kasama sa buhay dahil lang sa frustrated ako sa pagiging fangirl... haaay, such a waste rants di ba~~~~~

random thinking lang naman.. kasi nde naman talaga ito dapat ang i bloblog ko.. kaya lang wala eto na e... haaay~~~

tang inang~ global crisis pa yan..dumagdag pa... e kung dapat sana lahat na lang ng tao mayayaman di ba~~ edi wala ng nghihirap..~~~o sige kahit nde na mayaman basta.. ang mga gastusin at bilihin sa buhay e kayang kaya.. kumbaga reasonble prices~~ actually malaking factor rin ung mga ngpapatakbo ng gobyerno.. kasi kung walang corrupt i dont think life would be this hard!!!..ahh ewan ..xado na atang napapalayo ang rants na ito... pakyuu talaga~~~~~

o sige... ja!~~~~

grrrr..pissed again!!!!!


i hate life... it sucks~~~~~

i hate me~~~~~

shucks this so called global crisis was giving us headache~~~.........
life is so hard~~~~~

all the basic commodities prices increases...
damn~~~damn~~~damn~~~

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these past few weeks i easily get irritated... just a lil mistakes or whining from anybody i got flared up... they easily get on my nerves, arrghh and i dont like the feel of it.. maybe that's why i've gotten lost interest on so many things... i've just searched and googled random things.. but mostly it is for my fandomness...

sigh!! this is my second post but it seems a negative one.. im just so pissed....

its been days since the 2008 bid goodbye to us.. well as for me, last year has been much fangirling.. gaawwdd...been into k-pop... c-pop... and less jpop...........

waah.. gomenasai.. to my fave JE artist arashi.. cant kep up much to their activities but i have to say they been doing so many shows, cons and drama's so happy for them.. though it means.. less privacy and resting time....

here's some arashi activities last year. that i've remembered....:
2 movies for Matsujun..
The Hidden Fortress/Last Princess


Hanayori Dango Final ~~~ *rabu~rabu* ♥♥♥



Jaji no futari ~~ haha.. i didnt know jun was in these movie and didnt know either about this movie..maybe he had some SP...

A special Drama in TV for his Birthday-
Myu no Anyo Papa Ni Ageru

Ohno made an Adaptation of my oppa jihoon's drama last 2007.. The Mawang/Maou
i havent finished the series yet.. but heard that he did good.. aww.. i've just finished watching jihoon's mawang..and i could say he did good for having a cold heart... in this drama.. aww.. his previous drama which is princess hours.. he's character was kinda cold .. haha.. was it he perfected that personality, but i know he wasnt like that..he's passionate, funny....and ultra cooL!hahaha.. the way i described oppa as if i knew him personally .. but that's what i feel .....



then.. Nino had his series too. wit Ryo Nishkido of NEWS!



Sho attended the Olympics in Beijing....as representative in Japan..
and have this NEWS in ZERO something..


and as for BAKA AIBA!!. hontou gomenasai.. dunnor what keeps him busy while other's have their drama/shows... maybe.. he has his stage show/butai... gomen..really dunno....but before he was my least fave... but now i surely do love his funny antics.. maybe that's why he was called.. Baka Aiba!!...i love his punch lines.. i guess he was born comedian!...





they did release a couple of singles. fro OHNO and Nino's Drama..
Kaze no Muko e and Beautiful Days....

Have AAA2008 cons in Shanghai, Taiwan, Korea..



i'll be blogging next time my other.. freshboys!..

ciao!!!

HAPPY 2009~~!!