annyeong..yesterday..i went mallling with my long time friend... weeh so happy to have spent an entire day with her... we just ate burgers and chit chat a lot!!!! too bad time is limited cause she have to travel back for 2 hours or more... and she has a duty the next day!! nyway it was so much fun seeing and spending time with her.. we promise to see each other next week, and it was me naman will go to her place.. yahhh... ang tapang noh..as if i know this place eh.. anuverss


waaahh i flunked my interview..kasi naman alang alam..haaayyz... kuya and kha sorry to troubled you so much!!!!! basta i can repay you someday..just please just be patient and dont lose hope on me!! thanks..

phewwwww.....

annyeong.. its been five days since im here in abu dhabi,, i appreciate this city na.. although siyempre i have some negative reimarks..firstly.. baho ng mga peeps, hirap ako intindihin english nila..ohmmmooo... please lord help me out.. i need you more pa... sorry for being such a clingy...waaaahhhh.....

im so thankful for my family..they been supporting me all throughout..especially kuya mike and his wife.. thanks a lot.. it is deeply appreciated, someday i can give back those utang na loob.

neweiz.. gotta go..

ohayo... its been 3days since i came here in my brother's place...... its a good feeling ne'... although i kinda have a culture shock.. the people here have a sharp eyes that scares me.. arrgghh.. and their smell..oh god.. please help me stand it... kuya shows different side of him..he's willing to splurge on me.... sayang lang i was so fat that i cant find clothes that fits me.. anyways we've been eating pilipino foods since i came here.. i love the malls here..there's so many shops having sales/low prices...

waaah LORD, thanks for the safe trip and may you BLESSES us more...

DAD help me rin to find a job here..cause mom needs to be pampered... she doesnt deserve the life she has right now.. and im really thankful to both of you who have given me life..that until now i didnt cherished it deeply.. please let me be of good use!!  aja aja.. FIGHTING!!!!

to my kuya and sister in law carol.. thanks for the opportunity.. i am indebted to you guys.. so please bare with me a little more..

ilovelife...
ilovemyfamily...
ilovemyfriends..
iloveyouall...
and most especially

ILOVEYOU LORD!

omo... how many hours na lang..and its my flight to Abu Dhabi na... ope i can fly without any problems..lord guide me!!!!! im so excited and at the same time lil nervous but i shouldnt have to show that side of me.. needed to be confident and cool!! waaahh fangirling diet ito!! nyways its been a happy experience being one and i wont ever regret it.. hahha..as if naman i would give it up..i just going to focus my life first and then.. ill be back...

soo..chalja....

waahh its been days since the start of the rain..although the news says that typhoon falcon will leave the philippine responsibility today but ..it was raining so hard the whole day... lord please let it stop.... so many floods everywhere and as we watch the news that there's a twister in new manila.... waaahhh..its so scary!!! just hope that nobody will get hurt anymore... as i was typing... right now the rain already stop and hope it will not start to fall again!!! no ondoy repeatition please.......

wahhh..its raining again...............................

finally.. my long awaited PP.. delivered a day late.......
my stairway to a new life.....

the book that i will really treasure..

minna.. how are you?? just changed my layout here... maybe i've got tired on it or maybe it was just now that i was able to visit you.. omo........

and guess what it is related to korean stuff.. hehhhee!!! im such a fangirl.. im into a drama lately i have been following 6 dramas for 2months and i love every bit of the episode!!!~~ ill be tackling about it in my future entries!!~~

chalja.. <3 ♥♥♥

annyeong!
i know i've already posted an entry today but i will again.. cause right now at this very moment  this is how i feel...
i'm happy cause my brother send an email that he will help me in getting a job abroad, omo... i feel happy and nervous too at the same time cause i really really have a big problem when the interviews come.. over the past year i think i become more worst, i stutter, my mind went blank and can't talk what's on my mind.. argghh, i really hate this side of me... so please Lord... i know there's much more bigger problems going around the world, but please just for this one.. don't let me screw up.. i badly needed this opportunity... please help me to keep calm so that i can answer fully what the interviewee were going to ask... whewwwww.. i hate this sulky feeling.. aja aja for me!!!

and i also try the kgb survey and guessed what after my third try.. this is what i've got!..
please let my life move on the brighter side, help me lord! im really really nervous...

ope this pushes through.. i mean hope i can get through.... i have to do something on my life! i've been a bum for a decade.. and i really feel sucks.  gossshhh.... HELP please!!

thanks!!!!

omo, the news about the japan's earthquake and tsunamis was so so alarming! the videos and news being shown was so scary, let's all pray for the safety of the Filipino workers working over on that side of the country.. and of course for the Japanese race, that they can soon overcome the tragedy that their nation had experienced today!  Maybe it is a wake up call for all of us, to start afresh and think about what we are doing in our daily life.

Let's keep on solemnly praying and dont lose hope that GOD is here with us, and won't let us down! instead of pointing fingers and thinking some crazy thoughts about the reason why it happened, let's just give the Lord above our full attention.  I feel so sorry to the victims and injured in the said calamity.  Let's just keep on praying minna!  Keep safe.... keep calm..keep praying...

kyaaa...  another number add up into my age again...

just wanna say im grateful for the lord until today he has been here with me....and helping me cope up the trials and challenges i've encountered everyday!!

thank you for giving me a family who values me.....friends who remembers me and to all the people i have interact with....

aja.. everyone!!
think positive..
keep safe and healthy!!
always have a grateful heart.....

i hope i could meet that someone.. somewhere...someday! ♥♥♥

Thanks be to GOD!

ayon, anyeong, konbanwa, hello!!!!!

omo, how many months had passed nb? what type of a  blogger i am ba? im lacking much noh...
nyways update on my fangirl world, still am a fan but not that much... cause you know still struggling for katching..

aisshh, dang the net i have is so slow....

told you this post is long overdue.. had a good time wit my college buddies which i also consider my circle of best friends.. actually we come to lucban quezon to visit our new born buddy who gave birth to a baby girl named bella, ~~ and then since it is a time for holliness.. we were able to visit the one of the tourist and holy place there.. which they called *kamay ni Hesus!* here are the pics that i managed to took with my new fone.

omo.. what month it is now??.. is it july and i've been out of the loop for more or less 4mos... can you believe that.. those long 4mos..that i"'ve been keeping my life busy as a bee!! and for the last 4 mos.. i have many anyways not that many things to blog about.. let's start it on last week of march.. me and alex attended the suju event in alphaland wherein there's a kpop merchandise sale.. of course being a binbo... i cant afford to buy stuffs... so i just feed my eyes with the beautiful kpop items sold by the kpop addicts!!but i manage to bought ales a kawaii hair band.. with shiny pink hearts and feather.. you know just like the cute accessories in korea.. here's alex pic wearing it!..

 what cha think guys?? isnt my niece kawaii!!

then after the alphaland event we went to ukiss promo mall tour at sm   north edsa... with mitchie! woaahh it was a long journey... pics taken by mitchie!!

annyeong..this is the day i saw ft.island in flesh..yes!! kamsahamnida unnie pichi and to your cousin for letting us in!! gwabehhh... i thought we couldnt get in kasi naman there's so many fan girls in and out of the tv station buildings~

first i woke up late and still sleepy..i only had 4hrs of sleep... and on the way to ABSCBN, i couldn't catch a cab.. i think it took 15 minutes looking for a cab, and when i finally saw one..the driver had his cab refueled..and wtf, i am already late all my friends were already at the meeting place... and this gas boy... leave right after he refueled the cab but the gas keeps on filling the tank that it surpassed the amount bought by the cab driver..arrggghhh... i know that no one likes that to happen..but ohmygawwdd..im in hurry ~~anuberrr!!!

so i told the driver that i was really in a hurry and i also thought of getting a new cab but i've waited enough.. good thing.. they decided only for a minutes and we safely arrive at ABSCBN!!

now that i saw my friends and get in the building.... we waited for an hour at shaded area..and we were called by show's marshall and asked to make a straight line....and i said..YES...its true..i can finally see FT.Island... *jeremy* although i dont really know much about them cause i've only research some songs and read their wikipedia the last night!!

nee-chan thea and Me <33

fangirls waiting for FT.ISLAND~

mehh and jing~~~

all in all i enjoyed the show and i would like to come back again!! and of course the climax was when FT.ISLAND appeared and sang the You're Beautiful OST!!waahh.. The screaming was really defeaning~~ and the energy was so high..too bad i only took a few and not so good pictures...haaayzzzz!!

you can find the rest of my pics here!

annyeong!!~~

omo... i know ft.island will arrive today here in the Philippines.. but i cant seem to find any vids in youtube of their arrival and tomorrow they will b e guesting in a local show...in abscbn..and 5 of my friends will try our luck to get in!! waaahhh...i cant manage to grab a ticket for i dont have any budget for their concert..so i was really hoping my luck to see them tomorrow ~~

anddd.... waaaaaaaahh..SUPER JUNIOR's INVITATIONAL MESSAGE for the SS2 SHow in Manila is already out~~~~
rata rataARANETA..by eunhyuk~~
mabuhay Philippine... by leeteuk~~

aigoo..the guys looks excited to for their first show here~~
ang heenim's hawaian dance~~so funny!!!



wossshhaaa... sana makita ko mamaya si JEREMY!!!!!!!

omg~~ finally kpop is getting more attention in our country... another big news for the kpopper or kpop lovers~~ U-Kiss is set to have their promotional stint on march 26 till 28th in preparation to their concert here on june~~ i wont let that chance to slip away~


anyway..ft.island first..i believe it was lee hongki's birthday today~~ their vocalist~~

kyaaa..and guess what they will be guesting at ABS CBN's showtime and a friend of ours got lucky to get some tickets..so 5 fan girls are looking forward to see them in flesh..waaahH~~ jae jin!!! hope i could take some good pix..~~

and yesterday J-web had announced for a  ARASHI Anniversary Tour 5×10 DVD!!!!! and here are the link where you can pre-order it~
HMV.co.Japan, amazon.co.japan and cdjapan.co.jp

our neighbor ate tet who lives in Japan told me that she will try her best to get a copy for me..uwaaa...not really hoping that much but im keeping my finger's crossed to make it happen~~
the DVD has 2 disc and set to be released on the 7th of April~~

and here's the link for the U-Kiss will be coming to Manila~~~

so until my next kalowkahan~~

yatta~~

a new PV from my fave ARASHI Boys~~

the boys are really adorable~~love them to bits!!

ill be posting tomorrow the dl ink of the single~~


here's the PV~


this PV has some noticeable funny mistake..~~~ i really thought that i was just seeing misspelled words but..my friends saw it too~~

i haven't really heard the full song and i cant say i liek it nor dislike it~ hehehe..
nyways i made this cute sc~~~

take a look at the spelling of ribbon~~ why do they hate B~?? hehehehe~~

i've talked to ate tet, our neighbor who is living with her family in japan..and i mentioned to her about my liking of ARASHI.. and she told me that she will give me something /stuff about arashi..so i was really thankful and i dont really want to expect something so if she does thanks and if she don't.thanks also~~ hehee!!anyways~~ need to sleep na!! ja'~~~

beelated bday to me and my mom!! ~aigoo..pati ba naman sa sarili namna late pa rin pgbati ko!~~

nywayyss nothing much to celebrate..just misses my dad ..its thge first time we celebrated me and my mom's bday without him! we just chatted with my brother and sister and in law~~ then went to church to give thanks!
went to baywalk and watch the pyrotechnics show at the bay!

loveyah okaasaaan!! muaahh~~~

sorry for everything~~muahugtyt!

i am soooo busy as a bee.. if only this buziiiness i could earn this much.. but wth, i didnt earn anything, owkei i promise to myself that i will watch the ss2 no matter what, cause i dont have enough money for a good seat..i can only manage to buy for a gen ad tix.... anyway i really dont have plan to watch it earlier.... its not that i am not a fan.. its just that im really lying low on my fandom world..may it be jpop or kpop... waaahh this is the longesttt... time that i am missing so many things in my fandom...... shucks im already abnormal!!!~~~

anyways happy heart';s day.. i dunno where i got this very cute mj pic.. anyhooo.. missing arashi terribly!!

and here's the 4minute girls on SM Megamall..that my good friend ikay took~~

so until my next post~~

kyaaa.. i was able to go to mega..this afternoon and meet with my kpop co-adikz fangirls!! i was with my niece alex..who was shouting for 4minute and keep on singing along with hot issue..eventhough she barely knows the lyrics...heheh!! fangirl na fangirl!!~~~pide ng isabak sa noraebang,,, un nga lang baka agawan na me ng mic!!~~

i think they sang 5 songs... first was MUZic which we wasn't able to catch and then stick wit you by the PCD... then hot issue... take some rest and came back with two songs..their last perf was *what a girl wants*~~ sad to say i wasn't really aware with their songs and knows only one member which is hyuna~~ but wagw~ was my lss..for today~~

after the event we ate at kaya and i ordered rice toppings with the choice of BULGOGI..hmm...its my first time at KAYA.. and i think i will come back again..the food has a reasonable price and its yummy!!!sayang i wasnt able to take a pic.. next time na lang!! hehehehhe~~~

ill be asking my friends if i can repost their pics once they put some watermarks~~ hehehhe!!
haayzzz..kapagod..until then.. 4 minutes had their guesting at W3 kanina and tommorow at ASAp/~~ 

hello... its feb already and my birthday is coming.. waaahh im gonna get older again.nyway number lang naman yan.. hehee..young at heart pa rin!!! nywaysss beelated bday pala kay SHO SAKURAI of Arashi!!! siyensha na busyhan ang lola mo at wala man lang akong Ps chevers... hahhahahhaa~~ pide naman to ma edit e..so if i had time..i will do so~~

aiggooo..gwabehhhh ang phopto ni sho sa An An... sooo hot@@

at naman.. im addicted to QUEEN SEONDUK pal@! so love the series its my first historical drama that i finished the whole series...!!! although the ending was tragic.. nyway just passing by.. and ill try to post a better jour nal next time!! chalja!! pagod na ko e!!

muaaksss~~

January 13~~

saeng il chukha hamnida appa!!!!
i know that you're happy in the arms of our creator..so n\dont worry no more!!!

once again you make paramdam in my dreams before your birthday,,dont worry cause you are always in our hearts..we never forget you~~~~

went top your grave this morning and pray foe your soul!!!

DAD we missed and love you!!~~~~
i hope you can feel our love up there~~

hello 2010 goodbye 2009~~~
i know 2009 wasnt been much of a good year cause we lost and missed someone dearly~~
dad..happy new year~~ i hope you're happy while watching over us..see.. we've passed 6 months ......
always thinking about you and praying for you~~

i know the sacrifices you made for us~~

ill be organizing this post later..

am i???? hahah.. i am waiting for my mom to get ready to go to church so i guess i'll visit this blog and write something worthless ne'~~

the past few days was an amazing night cause of the daejun's , first off last 29th the SBS Daejun Gayo kick off..it was so much fun watching together wit my co-adikz~~~  love love the performers and the perf's.. the first thing i noticed is taht there's so many english songs performed by the korean entertainers~~ and there's no trot.. ok..im not an anti trot or something..but i am not a fan... i am not bashing it minna~~ but i like dae-dae's trot song *hit* haha..maybe because im a biased big bang fans... and if there's a good points in SBS gayo..there's also some bad point.. cause bigbang didntt perform cause they have been inactive in k-pop this year..but im glad 2ne1 debuted and GD and YB releases their own respective album....and sad to say SUJU members aint complete..hangeng, kangin, and kimbum isnt there~~ oh well but the suju boys didnt fail my expectations.. awesome performance from the boys~~

i cant say much about the KBS daejun cause i wasnt able to catch it last night so i cant give my views.. anyways ..mom is here.. gotta go minna~~

ill be cack later for flailing cause arashi will be hosting JCD and will guest in NHK~~ and of course there's MBC Daejun..i really hope ANJELL will perform!!

ja';~~

waaahh... i dunno why i've been hesitant to blog .....  maybe i wanted this blog to be very special and readable.. but what can i do i cant make a good one..i've been just playing in Fb...dang.. i was so addictive on the games once again that even in fandom i was inactive for awhile.......   and i am so thankful in lj for still keeping me in touch to my own true world..... *fandomness* hahahhahaa~~~~

i still have so many things so to do list but *bumming* is all i do...gaaahh..actually it wasnt much of *bumming* cause i've been doing house chores..right i call my *fandom* a *bum*~~~~

okay december was really a busy month to us... cause we've been accepting orders for our friends in terms of food courses~~~  yeasshh~~ we did not have the usual preparation of the *noche buena*~~~ 

this year christmas was really different~~~

first off we celebrated christmas without the head of the family..first time we spend it without daddy!! dad..whereever you are i know you're still watching over us..*kwenchana??*  we reallly miss you... christmas wont be the same without you dad!!~~ although i was an annoying daughter.. *bad bad jacq*  only the three of us..mom,tita and me!!~~

anyways i wanna greet first aiba a belated birthday~ otanjoubi omedetou aiba chan!!~~  this boy was also called miracle boy..hmm... come to think of it he really is!!! i love his personality ..i hope he wont change and what i do know about him was true.....

and then.... happy birthday to my friend belen..who was so very thoughtful... i know i didnt give much attention to her..but she's one of the friend that really worth treasuring..belle i know i havent told you yet that i was really thankful taht you've become a part of my life!!ma.. ilove you and wishing you good health@@  muaaa!

and then of course the reason why there is a season like this right now!! *happy birthday JESUS!!*  i know that i've been a bad daughter tooo~~but i promise that i can be worth of the gift of life you gave me!! thaks for coming into the world!! love you so much JESUS!!!

i'll be uploading pic next time..but for now.. gotta rest~~

ja ne' minna~san!!



saeng il chukha hamnida JESUS!!!

merry christmas everyone@@@~~~

omo,,,, kpop is really taking manila by storm~ hehehe *arashi*   a friend of mine posted this link and if you're lazy like me.. i have screen capped that excite me..

see.. they have plans on visiting the philippines~~ although ft.triple has been to CEBU because they filmed their mv there~~
here's the MV anyways~~





hmm, and if the plan will push through i hope they will get a bigger venue and have a reasonble ticket prices!!hahhahaa~~ ayaw ko na ng libre, takte.... ang hirap sa puso nun!~~~i dont want another shinee story

waaahahh , jeremy~~ ope to see you soon!!~~

kyaaa~~~ omedetou arashi for being the number 1 in hey3x ranking for the album~~
it was a great achievement for the things you've work hard for 10 years...arashi fans are the best!! i hope i can call myself that in the future for now i cant still consider myself ne'~~


Hey!Hey!Hey! CD Rankings:
  No. 1 Believe
  No. 2 Ashita no Kioku
    No. 3 My Girl
No. 5 Everything

Hey!Hey!Hey! Album Rankings:
  No. 1 All the Best! 1999-2009 album


and last monday AnS guest was a KARA fan~~ wow..kara featured in AnS, sugoi although i was more of a 2ne1 and f(x) fan but i do like some of their songs~~  and recently im liking nicole and gyuri!!














i can really relate to the guy being a fanboy~~ although i cant' imagine  having such resources to spend with~~ arrgghh the world of *fandom* *wink* *wink*~~~

arashi congratulating nicole was such a <33 eventhough they didnt know them~~ what excite me most was korean pop in AnS, aww how i wish dbsk or bigbang will be invited in the near future..that was really gonna be a lot of *flailing*

omo, waaahh im such a lame fan, i forgot the airing of this show.. i was so happy the other week cause i saw ARASHI,Big Bang and Tohoshinki to be in this show~~~ but what did i do last dec.2~~ nyways im happy that there's youtube to cover up my lameness~~








awww... arashi of course in the suit~~~

i've been downloading the perf's and if i dont get lazy, ill try to upload it later hehehhe~~

ja'~~~

omg, this is cool how synchronized the teletubbies in shinee's ring ding dong~~ love it!!!and a friend texted yesterday that she heard ring ding dong in our local radio station... and says its weird..hahaha..  teletubbies ~~ go rock~~ rock~ elastic,elastic,fantastic!

 

yeah i did decided to camp at ccp knowing that i wont get a ticket.. arrgghh.. i just waited the whole day.. but nothing happens... fangirling is really hard~~ if luck wasnt on your side.. ne~~

but im also happy to know that kpop fans here is really huge.... but i think theres biases happen cause a lot of koreans was easily accomodated... aigooo~~

but while waiting on the line.. i think i saw minho~~ please let it be minho although i dont have proofs but im sure my eyes wasnt deceiving me...  the feeling and some features that i clearly saw.. i know its him!!!  anyways i will just savour this vid and be contented~~

shinee's ring ding dong

uwaahh, i had a good sleep but still cant decide if i will going to kpop concert tonight,, cause i wasnt really sure if i can attain a ticket, aigoo... these fan girling was getting in my nerve... and shinee manage to arrive safely last night without taemin..cause he is infected with swine flu,

the guy's reaction was shocked cause many fans showed up last night to welcome them!!
shinee's arrival in Manila.112609

omo, why am i such a bad fan... i've been waiting for this day to greet riida... but then i forgot.... cause of so much anticipation on You're Beautiful finale~~
gomenasai for the shameful post~~

anyways..its still 26th of nov. in our country....

so happy birthday riida~~~

wish you more projects ans bakaness~~

good health.....

muaks~

hate myself again~~

gonna give up, gonna give up~~~

waaahh... this month marks the 60th day of the Phillippines-Korea Friendship..... and to celebrate it.. Shinee of korea will have a free concert on the 27th, and sad to say i still don't have ticket for it... i try my luck in online application in arirang, but i wasnt really lucky to be picked.. huhuhu, i really wanted to joined the said event~~

vj isak tweets that for those who dont have tickets, i hear that you still can come and watch it, i hear that they'll be setting up a tv outside..waaahhh~~~

shinee..so near yet so far~~

not my pic credit as labelled........

ja'~~~

waaaaaaaaahh, why am i like these, im becoming more more of a bummed!!!
ottokasi~~~?????????

i hate it... waaaaaaaahhh~~

when will there be miracles.... ?????


waaaahh!!!

yup i love this series next week will be there last 2 epis~~ sadness!!!

im sorry for not updating~~ but just want you to know im still alive.. and bummed~~
gaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!