happy/sad

wow... uhhmmm... should i...??

i found a job.. yatta.. and the sad thing is that i dont look happy.. because the boss is quite strict and fierce... anyways.. just put it on mind that im here to work..just work and gave mom something good... and for my life to change somehow.they told me that they were going to processed my visa now.. and now they were commanding me to do some research works...feels like im going to be used up.. i think that was out of my responsibilities anymore..haaiissshh....waaahh..

actually because i am torn.. i have hope on this other job in a internet cafe..but it seems it would take long for me to join and what we were so worried about is my visa..just like what happen to me last time.. we don't want that again.. huhuhu...