ohayo........
i feel sad again.. i was browsing my FB and saw my HS ate's and co YMC.... they all look so happy... and i was here... just waiting for the day to passed by.. i feel so worthless again..... im really in a bad state of mood after seeing all their smiles.. yes.. i envy them.... but im really happy for them.... i know its all my fault why im like these why i haven't gone to nowhere..i was living my life wastefully.. im so sorry LORD.. i hope i wasn't late to make changes..please give me strength to start over again..
here's the lyrics from tupac's song....
*♫i see no changes wake up in the morning and I ask myself is life worth living,should i blast myself??♪ yessss.. it was so related to my feelings right at this moment..... why my life was like this, why i chose to be like this.. it was all my fault... shiitttttt.. i sucks big time!!
♫i'd like to go back when we played as kids but things changed, and that's the way it is.....♫♪
why did i chose these lonely and wrong path.. i want to become *someone* i hate myself...
why didn't i assess myself, why i depended on my family so much, why i was like these.. it was now killing me i haven't thought of myself long before.... IM SORRY LORD!!! if this child was such a waste......
oyasumi >__<
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