huhuhhuu... how many days left,,, and my visa will expire still im a jobless and useless person in AUH!! huhuhuhu!! omoooo... what am i capable ba??? i did try my best during interviews but why they cant seem to see my sincerity in applying.. everyday i was like floating and when the night comes.. here we go again.. ill be crying in my bed.. pretending that im sleeping.. (kwenchana, kwenchana) is it..really alright??..... im more sorry to my brother and sister in law.. they've been investing so much..but nothing seems to pave  their way..(mianneyo, mianhe)


am i falling into depression..oh no..please..save me lord.... i still believe in you... im not the only one who has been experiencing this right.. omoooooo....
i have no one to talk to about this..im still depending on cyber rant.. huhu..its a good thing that this is accessible here..if not..where should i post this dramatic rant! i cant flail on my fangirl world because i have to face reality first.... huhuhuhu..it was really such a shame on me...... LORD PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE  help.. i BADLY REALLY REALLY need a job!!

CHONGMAL KAMSAHAMNIDA! thank you so much...♥♥♥

hello...

yesterday me and my sis-in law carol... went building to building to pass in my cv....  kyaaaa.. carol...thanks so much for the effort and support that you and kuya was giving me.... i was able to passed by at domino's pizza office and of course taking the courage with carol's encouragement... i've got the first offer..as a csr.. but the salary being offered is kinda low and plus the visa will going to be shouldered by me..so it is still kind of a burden....but anyways .....

and then i've got a call from a i think it is an agency.. that i'll be having an interview at dubai, for a 5 star hotel in abu dhabi..since we were outside and i cant understand much the caller i passed the phone to carol and the caller asked ..if i cant speak english, oh man... its you that i cant understand  girl.....so the interview is gonna be on the 20th at the jumeirah...





then off to my second interview at alwahda mall, Bloomsbury , it is a cupcake/cafe ... the interior is elegant and clean..the interviewee is a pinay.. omo..thank god!! she's beautiful and seems nice.. like a cool person..easy to get along with... anyways i have so many regrets pa rin on this interview... arrgghh.. why does the knowledge flashes so late.. but i can say that all her question was answered by me..but i still worry about the outcome..i cant say that ive given my best during the interview but please god..i know its not too much to ask right..she says that i should wait for a week..waaaahh.. i really badly, needed a job right now.. what the heck im doing i've been messing up since i came here..sigh....  anyways god pleassseee...



ciaooo...

omo, hiyeeee.. dear...

its almost two weeks since i've started looking for a job and still..waaahh lord help me please.. why i do stutter and forget my english..waahh i have to become comfortable ne' i've been practicing so hard ..but still why i feel like an idiot pa rin.. and utter words of non-sense!! whhhyyyy.. its not because i lack the knowledge..maybe its still the confidence man... shiiiittt...

the other day i have this interview for the position of waitress.. and guess what i did flunked.. again..???? anyways.. they were two guy interviewee..and i dunno their nationality but they talk in their native tongue..so i was just there sitting ... and then they close the door..and started asking me... about my previous jobs.. and the the other interviewee asked me a demostration in order taking as i stand up..of course im nervous ne'... oh my god i did forget many things.. and then ..that's it the interview i think lasted 6-10 minutes.. and i was really nervous that time...they were kind of arguing..maybe the one had passed me and the other seems not convinced..so i presumed i did not get it.. today i have also a interview about foods again.. omo... so wish me goodluck.... i really need a life..a job....... waaaaaaaaaaaaahhh...



till then....

aja..aja.. hwaiting!! gambatte ne'!!!!!!!!!!

have my interview kanina..still no luck,, i dunno why.. he says na he can offer me a work in dubai.. hmm.. should i grab i8t.. waaahh ewan..sana lang i contact ako ulit.. ciao

annyeong..yesterday..i went mallling with my long time friend... weeh so happy to have spent an entire day with her... we just ate burgers and chit chat a lot!!!! too bad time is limited cause she have to travel back for 2 hours or more... and she has a duty the next day!! nyway it was so much fun seeing and spending time with her.. we promise to see each other next week, and it was me naman will go to her place.. yahhh... ang tapang noh..as if i know this place eh.. anuverss


waaahh i flunked my interview..kasi naman alang alam..haaayyz... kuya and kha sorry to troubled you so much!!!!! basta i can repay you someday..just please just be patient and dont lose hope on me!! thanks..

phewwwww.....

annyeong.. its been five days since im here in abu dhabi,, i appreciate this city na.. although siyempre i have some negative reimarks..firstly.. baho ng mga peeps, hirap ako intindihin english nila..ohmmmooo... please lord help me out.. i need you more pa... sorry for being such a clingy...waaaahhhh.....

im so thankful for my family..they been supporting me all throughout..especially kuya mike and his wife.. thanks a lot.. it is deeply appreciated, someday i can give back those utang na loob.

neweiz.. gotta go..

ohayo... its been 3days since i came here in my brother's place...... its a good feeling ne'... although i kinda have a culture shock.. the people here have a sharp eyes that scares me.. arrgghh.. and their smell..oh god.. please help me stand it... kuya shows different side of him..he's willing to splurge on me.... sayang lang i was so fat that i cant find clothes that fits me.. anyways we've been eating pilipino foods since i came here.. i love the malls here..there's so many shops having sales/low prices...

waaah LORD, thanks for the safe trip and may you BLESSES us more...

DAD help me rin to find a job here..cause mom needs to be pampered... she doesnt deserve the life she has right now.. and im really thankful to both of you who have given me life..that until now i didnt cherished it deeply.. please let me be of good use!!  aja aja.. FIGHTING!!!!

to my kuya and sister in law carol.. thanks for the opportunity.. i am indebted to you guys.. so please bare with me a little more..

ilovelife...
ilovemyfamily...
ilovemyfriends..
iloveyouall...
and most especially

ILOVEYOU LORD!

omo... how many hours na lang..and its my flight to Abu Dhabi na... ope i can fly without any problems..lord guide me!!!!! im so excited and at the same time lil nervous but i shouldnt have to show that side of me.. needed to be confident and cool!! waaahh fangirling diet ito!! nyways its been a happy experience being one and i wont ever regret it.. hahha..as if naman i would give it up..i just going to focus my life first and then.. ill be back...

soo..chalja....

waahh its been days since the start of the rain..although the news says that typhoon falcon will leave the philippine responsibility today but ..it was raining so hard the whole day... lord please let it stop.... so many floods everywhere and as we watch the news that there's a twister in new manila.... waaahhh..its so scary!!! just hope that nobody will get hurt anymore... as i was typing... right now the rain already stop and hope it will not start to fall again!!! no ondoy repeatition please.......

wahhh..its raining again...............................

finally.. my long awaited PP.. delivered a day late.......
my stairway to a new life.....

the book that i will really treasure..

minna.. how are you?? just changed my layout here... maybe i've got tired on it or maybe it was just now that i was able to visit you.. omo........

and guess what it is related to korean stuff.. hehhhee!!! im such a fangirl.. im into a drama lately i have been following 6 dramas for 2months and i love every bit of the episode!!!~~ ill be tackling about it in my future entries!!~~

chalja.. <3 ♥♥♥

annyeong!
i know i've already posted an entry today but i will again.. cause right now at this very moment  this is how i feel...
i'm happy cause my brother send an email that he will help me in getting a job abroad, omo... i feel happy and nervous too at the same time cause i really really have a big problem when the interviews come.. over the past year i think i become more worst, i stutter, my mind went blank and can't talk what's on my mind.. argghh, i really hate this side of me... so please Lord... i know there's much more bigger problems going around the world, but please just for this one.. don't let me screw up.. i badly needed this opportunity... please help me to keep calm so that i can answer fully what the interviewee were going to ask... whewwwww.. i hate this sulky feeling.. aja aja for me!!!

and i also try the kgb survey and guessed what after my third try.. this is what i've got!..
please let my life move on the brighter side, help me lord! im really really nervous...

ope this pushes through.. i mean hope i can get through.... i have to do something on my life! i've been a bum for a decade.. and i really feel sucks.  gossshhh.... HELP please!!

thanks!!!!

omo, the news about the japan's earthquake and tsunamis was so so alarming! the videos and news being shown was so scary, let's all pray for the safety of the Filipino workers working over on that side of the country.. and of course for the Japanese race, that they can soon overcome the tragedy that their nation had experienced today!  Maybe it is a wake up call for all of us, to start afresh and think about what we are doing in our daily life.

Let's keep on solemnly praying and dont lose hope that GOD is here with us, and won't let us down! instead of pointing fingers and thinking some crazy thoughts about the reason why it happened, let's just give the Lord above our full attention.  I feel so sorry to the victims and injured in the said calamity.  Let's just keep on praying minna!  Keep safe.... keep calm..keep praying...

kyaaa...  another number add up into my age again...

just wanna say im grateful for the lord until today he has been here with me....and helping me cope up the trials and challenges i've encountered everyday!!

thank you for giving me a family who values me.....friends who remembers me and to all the people i have interact with....

aja.. everyone!!
think positive..
keep safe and healthy!!
always have a grateful heart.....

i hope i could meet that someone.. somewhere...someday! ♥♥♥

Thanks be to GOD!

ayon, anyeong, konbanwa, hello!!!!!

omo, how many months had passed nb? what type of a  blogger i am ba? im lacking much noh...
nyways update on my fangirl world, still am a fan but not that much... cause you know still struggling for katching..

aisshh, dang the net i have is so slow....

told you this post is long overdue.. had a good time wit my college buddies which i also consider my circle of best friends.. actually we come to lucban quezon to visit our new born buddy who gave birth to a baby girl named bella, ~~ and then since it is a time for holliness.. we were able to visit the one of the tourist and holy place there.. which they called *kamay ni Hesus!* here are the pics that i managed to took with my new fone.

omo.. what month it is now??.. is it july and i've been out of the loop for more or less 4mos... can you believe that.. those long 4mos..that i"'ve been keeping my life busy as a bee!! and for the last 4 mos.. i have many anyways not that many things to blog about.. let's start it on last week of march.. me and alex attended the suju event in alphaland wherein there's a kpop merchandise sale.. of course being a binbo... i cant afford to buy stuffs... so i just feed my eyes with the beautiful kpop items sold by the kpop addicts!!but i manage to bought ales a kawaii hair band.. with shiny pink hearts and feather.. you know just like the cute accessories in korea.. here's alex pic wearing it!..

 what cha think guys?? isnt my niece kawaii!!

then after the alphaland event we went to ukiss promo mall tour at sm   north edsa... with mitchie! woaahh it was a long journey... pics taken by mitchie!!

annyeong..this is the day i saw ft.island in flesh..yes!! kamsahamnida unnie pichi and to your cousin for letting us in!! gwabehhh... i thought we couldnt get in kasi naman there's so many fan girls in and out of the tv station buildings~

first i woke up late and still sleepy..i only had 4hrs of sleep... and on the way to ABSCBN, i couldn't catch a cab.. i think it took 15 minutes looking for a cab, and when i finally saw one..the driver had his cab refueled..and wtf, i am already late all my friends were already at the meeting place... and this gas boy... leave right after he refueled the cab but the gas keeps on filling the tank that it surpassed the amount bought by the cab driver..arrggghhh... i know that no one likes that to happen..but ohmygawwdd..im in hurry ~~anuberrr!!!

so i told the driver that i was really in a hurry and i also thought of getting a new cab but i've waited enough.. good thing.. they decided only for a minutes and we safely arrive at ABSCBN!!

now that i saw my friends and get in the building.... we waited for an hour at shaded area..and we were called by show's marshall and asked to make a straight line....and i said..YES...its true..i can finally see FT.Island... *jeremy* although i dont really know much about them cause i've only research some songs and read their wikipedia the last night!!

nee-chan thea and Me <33

fangirls waiting for FT.ISLAND~

mehh and jing~~~

all in all i enjoyed the show and i would like to come back again!! and of course the climax was when FT.ISLAND appeared and sang the You're Beautiful OST!!waahh.. The screaming was really defeaning~~ and the energy was so high..too bad i only took a few and not so good pictures...haaayzzzz!!

you can find the rest of my pics here!

annyeong!!~~

omo... i know ft.island will arrive today here in the Philippines.. but i cant seem to find any vids in youtube of their arrival and tomorrow they will b e guesting in a local show...in abscbn..and 5 of my friends will try our luck to get in!! waaahhh...i cant manage to grab a ticket for i dont have any budget for their concert..so i was really hoping my luck to see them tomorrow ~~

anddd.... waaaaaaaahh..SUPER JUNIOR's INVITATIONAL MESSAGE for the SS2 SHow in Manila is already out~~~~
rata rataARANETA..by eunhyuk~~
mabuhay Philippine... by leeteuk~~

aigoo..the guys looks excited to for their first show here~~
ang heenim's hawaian dance~~so funny!!!



wossshhaaa... sana makita ko mamaya si JEREMY!!!!!!!

omg~~ finally kpop is getting more attention in our country... another big news for the kpopper or kpop lovers~~ U-Kiss is set to have their promotional stint on march 26 till 28th in preparation to their concert here on june~~ i wont let that chance to slip away~


anyway..ft.island first..i believe it was lee hongki's birthday today~~ their vocalist~~

kyaaa..and guess what they will be guesting at ABS CBN's showtime and a friend of ours got lucky to get some tickets..so 5 fan girls are looking forward to see them in flesh..waaahH~~ jae jin!!! hope i could take some good pix..~~

and yesterday J-web had announced for a  ARASHI Anniversary Tour 5×10 DVD!!!!! and here are the link where you can pre-order it~
HMV.co.Japan, amazon.co.japan and cdjapan.co.jp

our neighbor ate tet who lives in Japan told me that she will try her best to get a copy for me..uwaaa...not really hoping that much but im keeping my finger's crossed to make it happen~~
the DVD has 2 disc and set to be released on the 7th of April~~

and here's the link for the U-Kiss will be coming to Manila~~~

so until my next kalowkahan~~